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lindsey
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Anita,

Yes I agree with your message.  I do think that the duties can be addressed and fixed if needed based on our ability to communicate with each other.

I don’t know if I told you prior but I was on 2 medications- 1 for depression called Vibryd. I have been on this medication for at least 10 years.  I was previously diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder.

About 4-5 years ago my psychiatrist diagnosed me with a Mood Disorder and 2 years ago I was perscribed Lamotrigene. This medication and greatly improved my life.  I stopped taking the Vibryd about 1 month ago per the approval from my Dr. due to side effects in the bedroom.   However the side effects have not improved-not at all.

For about 2 weeks I have felt a change with classic depression symptoms. I am going to restart the medication tonight. My Dr. instructed me to do that if I started to have symptoms. You probably have not noticed any changes because I have been in denial for about 2 weeks.

I feel like I do not have the energy to do anything ( including maintain a relationship) along with  work, children, and my ex.  I did send a message to Jason that I am starting back the medication.

I just do not feel happy at all and I am hoping I do not screw up anything.  This is the worst timing really. I’m dog sitting and he is gone until Monday.

Lindsey

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