Anita

He reached out to me again the other day and we keep talking back n forth.  He is now in Florida training for his MMA fights and working long hours doing Uber/Lyft.     He still keeps saying we can be friends.   Why do ex’s want to be friends with the girls they broke up with?   Its very confusing for me.   I want to get my hopes up but I know if I do , I will be back to I was the first day.   He kept asking about my family and how they were, how I was doing in which i was very honest with him about.   He asked about my dad’s garden.  In which my ex loved to look at.   He msgs me everyday.  He said he might be coming up to visit , but will stay in a hotel in the city and told me I can go see him there in a few weekends.   He was telling me all about his training and about work.  I asked him if he was currently dating and he said no and askied if I was.  i told him no.  He asked why and I told him exactly why and how I  still have feelings and loved him.  He asked if i missed him and i said yes.  And he sent a smile emoji.    He asked me if i made lasagna cause that is his favorite thing i made for him.   Then he called me mamacita.  I don’t know what that means.    Then he said he knows he broke my heart but hes working a lot now and if I want we can stay friends.    Then i didn’t reply back to him for an over an hour and he msg me asking me why it took so long for me to reply.  I was busy.   So I am so confused.  I want to see him when he comes here .  I am not sure how things will turn out when i see him or what will happen.   I feel he misses me.    I’m just so confused.   Part of me wants to believe he will get back together with me and the other part is so confused.