Hm.. that’s not a good sign, since it means she still has feelings for him. And that she is considering going back to him, otherwise she wouldn’t want to meet him. BTW, was he the one who left her? Because usually that’s when we still have feelings for the ex…

I know but I’m not disappointed because I wasn’t much attached, I didn’t ask if her ex left her, or she left him

I guess you meant that you don’t want to beg her either, right?

Lol NOPE!

I don’t know how you feel about it?

Well I know it’s not really normal, but I feel good like I’m saved from emotional frustration and etc. 😅

Like how Americans say “Dodged a bullet?” Idk if it’s relevant here 😂

 how did she react to your relatively detached reaction?

She wasn’t surprised she already sees me as someone who’s “Calm and composed” She told me this in our first date and I said It’s what you see but I do have anxiety like some other people…

Even this time she told me – you seem not agitated about this at all. I just asked her reversibly do you really want me to?

And yet still she kissed me good before she left with little sigh…

I guess I didn’t told you, Remember when she came to my place and cooked for me? Well that night after dinner we went on my terrace for stargazing, and we were talking and she was about to tell me I love you, I just shushed her and told her that, let’s take it slowly and kinda also sarcastically said it’s the “mild breeze” talking

She laughed and also said yeah I’m being eager. but that’s a “twinkling” talking.