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January 9, 2026 at 5:31 pm #453998
anitaParticipantDear Alessa:
Thank 😊 you for both messages today, here in my thread (and elsewhere).
I think that I am over both the cold 🥶 and bladder infection 🙏.
How kind of you, Alessa, to help your neighbor!
I wonder 🤔 if a noise machine that provided a constant static noise can help your son’s sensitivity to sounds during the night 🌙
Thank you for your support, Alessa. I am fortunate to have it 🙏🙏🙏
🤍 Anita
January 9, 2026 at 5:56 pm #454001
anitaParticipantDear Tee:
Thank you so much for a very, very supportive message. Truly, I am thrilled to receive it and I am most 🙏 grateful.
I can’t copy and paste using my phone, so I am answering in a different way.
Thank you for saying I’m truly re’parenting my inner child. Truly, this is your legacy in my life, and for that I am indeed forever grateful 🙏 to you, Tee.
Yes, indeed, she convinced me that she’d kill herself. Her histrionic “poor me”, or more accurate, “poor, poor, poor… poor, poorest me” was very convincing. I was too young to doubt her and I was scared day in and day out, night after night, not able to sleep as I listened to sounds that may have meant that she was doing the deed.
The cruelty on her part in this regard is incredible. Like she completely disregarded the inescapable impact of her behavior.
Thank you for the support and encouragement in regard to Bogart. He’s become an escape artist on walks as he learned to remove the leash off him, scared 😱 me so much as he ran off and I was afraid for him, screaming his name very loud. He returned, thankfully, but Freedom really calls him, he just wants to RUN as fast as he feels like… The Call of the Wild.
Thank you for encouraging me to keep expressing. I probably will not long after I submit this message. Whenever you reply is okay 👍 with me.
Please 🙏 take good care of yourself first ✌️👍
🤍 🙏 🤍 Anita
January 9, 2026 at 8:01 pm #454011
anitaParticipantAA: I love you, LGA, GA I am here for you, here with you, here on your side, loyal to you, forevermore
You can trust me. I will never give up on you, never will forsake you.
I am here, not asking for anything, just wanting you to be YOU, your special, precious .. you.
LGA (or GA): Really? Really, someone to really love me.. after all these years (tears in my eyes)
What do I need to do.. ???
AA: Nothing, no price to pay. You are the lovable little girl who never had to do anything to buy love, to become worthy of love. You already are, always have been, from the very beginning.
LGA: I can relax, RELAX..?
I can BREATHE?
AA: Yes, you can breathe. You can relax. You are loved. I love you.
LGA: Forevermore?
AA: Forevermore, I promise, every day, every hour of every day.
LGA: And she . What about .
AA: She is gone. No access to my little girl Anita, not even a peep. Nothing.
LGA: All this, that time.. ALL THAT TIME,??
AA: All that time has ended. You are now loved forevermore, every day, every day and night forevermore.
(Later)
January 9, 2026 at 8:11 pm #454012
anitaParticipant* you were there in my mind’s eye, Tee, as I was typing the above, made possible by you, Tee, by your input, by your support 🙏🙏🙏🤍🤍🤍👧
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