Beloved community,

I wonder if someone want’s to share his insight to the following:

I noticed that when I meet someone with the glassy alienated look in their eyes.
It affects me very much.

The day it happens I don’t really get it.
The next day first I’m depressed half the day, then angry. I want to eat. I have stomach pain. It’s hard to leave the house do anything which could expose me to more mental stress. It’s hard to move my body. It’s hard to speak even to myself.

I feel alienated too and I worry big for the person even if I don’t know her.

It takes around 2 days to feel trough it.

I wonder what this needs from me, how I can protect me and prepare me for life.

I think an alienated child needs to be held so I hold myself as good as I can with my arms and spirit. I massage my belly.

Maybe there is a different word for it. Maybe a pali or sankrit word?