Dear Mina:
You are welcome. I am sorry for your wedding experience. It is very sad that your mother had you married to a man you did not agree to marry, a man you didn’t even know.
“My mom suggested I should get married again. I think that isn’t a good idea“- I agree. I think that it is a bad idea for you to take any suggestion that your mother makes. It’s a bad idea to take suggestions made by a person who mocks you and says you are stupid, etc.
Do you have any siblings, brothers or sisters… maybe aunt or some family relative that can protect you from your mother (and father), who can give you a place to stay for a while, a safe place away from your mother?
anita