July 31, 2019 at 8:43 am #305841
This is a question that has always confused me. Like, how do people make friends? Seriously. I was a freshman in college last year, and I remember my class was about to start orientation week. I was actually extremely excited to start a new chapter of my life. Everyone was new and I wondered who I would end up being friends with. Well, what ended up ACTUALLY happening was I watched everyone around me form into friend groups, while I ended up making friends with no one. I seriously don’t know why that happened. And it made me really sad too because for a while I believed something was wrong with me. I thought that maybe people thought I was weird or ugly (because I seem to have extreme anxiety about being ugly when I know deep down, logically I am not). I think it lead me down a dark path of analyzing my appearance and trying to do anything I could to become more beautiful. I asked myself “what do I even look like to others? Am I ugly? Am I pretty? Am I average?” I legit had no idea and I just wanted to improve my looks somehow because I wanted to become that really pretty girl who everyone wanted to be friends with because of her beauty.
I think I’ve realized now that people weren’t going to become my friend no matter what I looked like. Because it is more about personality and developing connections with people. I still struggle with accepting my appearance and thinking I’m not good enough, but whatever. I just know I am a really shy person and that is probably why I can’t make friends. But I can’t change my shyness no matter how hard I’ve tried. Is there some way to do it? There have been points in my life where I force myself to be outgoing and I am the happiest during those times, but I always return to being shy.
I’m seriously just confused as to how people make friends. It makes me super sad. I’m so shy but I feel like my shyness is caused by the rejection of other people. I try to pay attention to others’ reactions to speaking to me and if they seem uninterested, I back off. I don’t want to push it. I am thinking that maybe becoming a happier person in general and acting very happy and bubbly will naturally attract people who will be attracted to my happiness. Because that’s what I’ve noticed most very happy people do.
July 31, 2019 at 8:53 am #305855
- This topic was modified 2 weeks, 4 days ago by Katie.
I think you got it. Be happy. People around you will be attracted to that. The thing is that you have to be real and not to be fake.
Why don’t you try this exercise? Just be yourself and don’t pay attention to how people respond to you. It seems like you’re very sensitive and therefore modify your behavior according to how people respond. Try just being yourself out there.
Why don’t you try this exercise? Just be yourself and don’t pay attention to how people respond to you. It seems like you’re very sensitive and therefore modify your behavior according to how people respond. Try just being yourself without that.
MarkAugust 1, 2019 at 1:45 am #306011
You stood on the sidelines being shy watching everyone else making friends. You are happier when you force yourself to be outgoing but then you recoil into your own comfort zone called shyness. You then project your own thoughts of your own external appearance on to all those potential friends and start questioning how ‘they’ see you when the truth is you don’t see yourself in very complimentary terms.
Begin by being your own best friend – be comfortable in your own skin – like yourself for who you are – be happy with yourself. College is a place of education – not a beauty pageant (a bit like life really).
I’d like to ask you a question. Have you judged everyone in your class the way you expect them to have judged you? If not, why not?
PeggyAugust 6, 2019 at 9:04 pm #306941
I will try it and let you know how it worked. My only issue is with how to act happy when I feel I am not a naturally happy person.August 6, 2019 at 9:06 pm #306943
I kinda have, but not really. I feel like I “judge” everyone else to avoid feeling upset because I am not friends with them.