…While I completely despise cars, driving, traffic – I have never had any interest in any of it, and in top of all that I find it dangerous and reckless.

The thought alone of going to the lessons makes me sick, not even going to mention how I’m afraid of failing the exams due to not simply being aware of what information I am missing out on, I stopped trusting those books and teachers as they fail to deliver so much that’s important in this dangerous area that is driving.

The only reason I’m doing this is because I’m forced to do it in order to get a raise. I was told I’m not ever going to get a raise until I do that. The school has been payed for. I’ve taken “enough” driving lessons, but I don’t really feel like I’m on top of this whole driving business.
All I have to do now is pass the tests and the exams. In order to pass the tests I still need to read and memorize the traffic law… And go do the driving tests. Which I probably will fail (and have to repay on my own, which I seriously am not interested in, tbh).

I am 90% against it and also feel repelled by the 10% of what is supposed to “motivate” me into finishing it. I just can’t find any actual benefit in it… I’m really on the verge of telling everyone involved to just fuck off and leave me alone u.u