Peter, what is happening to me is external. I have energies coming into my head. Last night, a really heavy wave of energy entered my head and it caused my computer to click noisily. (This happens quite regularly).The computer was turned off and the power socket was switched off at the wall. I don’t know what the energy is for, I only know that sometimes it moves down my spine and exits via the palms of my hands and the soles of my feet. Sometimes I have to take my footwear off because the energy gets blocked in some way by it, which can be uncomfortable. An unfortunate side effect of the energy is that its potency appears to be damaging my eyesight. When the energy enters me, it forms a kind of cap on my head. Although I cannot see this ‘cap’, it’s shape feels conical, like the caps depicted in ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics. I know this sounds like some weird Quatermass sci-fi shit, but the plain truth is, our species didn’t just get here by a random event, it was placed here.

Having this energy inside me also causes me to interfere with lighting from time to time.

Best wishes,

Tannhauser

Well, I don’t know quite what it has got to do with you, but I am on these forums to find help before I am driven to end my life. Sadly, it seems that Tiny Buddha is more about dispensing relationship advice than anything else. Help is not to be found anywhere. I can’t even begin to speak to family about it. Tried it once, and it scared the shit out of them. (Fear manifests in two ways: anger or nervous illness.) So I went to my parish priest on three separate occasions. He didn’t know what to do, he was clueless. On the third visit he put me in touch with an exorcist on the phone. I thought that I might actually get somewhere, but the guy told me to see my G.P. So I went to my G.P and ended up on anti-depressants. But the energies still enter my head at night. They still cause static with electrical appliances even though they are turned off at the wall. There are invisible beings still with me, and I haven’t discovered their motives to this day, nearly FIVE years after it all started. Sir Godford Almighty stuck his oar in once with a dream about the Torah, but I have heard zilch from Him ever since. (He has a VERY dry sense of humour, it seems.) Somewhere in Godland, some bright spark thought it would be fun to mess with my head by giving me experiences of Pagan Roman gods (I am a Roman Catholic. Great joke, that one. Funny.) Oh yes, I had them all: Bacchus, Neptune, Portunus. Why do this? My religion is monotheistic. Or do the gods like to mess with human beings from time to time? It would certainly explain why Akhenaten up-ended a whole religious system overnight.

So, as you will appreciate, I get a bit frustrated when all I see on here is posts about people splitting up with their partners, and on that score, Tiny Buddha strikes me as one of the least spiritual forums available on the internet.

That a good enough answer for you?

Best wishes,

Tannhauser