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    anita
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    SOCJ:

    I am going back to my mother this Sun night because that’s what, or who I always went back to. And I wonder, what might come up now, in regard to my mother (this GOD of my past life). Whatever comes to mind:

    What comes to mind is her deep-brown, dark, soulless eyes (no soul FOR ME).

    Nothing else, just that one thing comes 2 mind:: No Soul 4 Me.(NS4M.. I have a thing for acronyms).

    That’s all. Nothing else.

    My goodness, nothing else at all comes to my mind: NS4Me- that and nothing else.

    Nothing to understand further, no one to.. try to reach.

    Nothing to long for.. No hope in those deep-brown-, dark, soulless eyes.

    An impenetrable darkness.

    This is how I sum up the role of my mother in my life: Impenetrable Darkness (ID).

    Other people in my life now- lots of penetrable light!
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    So.. turn away from the darkness and toward the light ✨

    About other Impenetrable Darkness People ((IDP) in my life: let them be, let them go.

    So.. Goodbye you… mother-could-have-been.

    * Note to Readers: Kindly refrain from responding to this or any future SOCJ (Stream of Consciousness Journal) entries. Thank you for respecting this request—I will continue to include it in upcoming SOCJs.

    Anita

    #448161
    anita
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    SOCJ: Mother-could-have-been…

    Motherless, in one word.

    Impenetrable.. forever-impenetrable mother-could have been.

    * Note to Readers: Kindly refrain from responding to this or any future SOCJ (Stream of Consciousness Journal) entries. Thank you for respecting this request—I will continue to include it in upcoming SOCJs.

    Anita

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