Dear JeanKhoo:
I don’t understand, this is why I ask further, regarding #1: you wrote that your parents did not allow you to hang out with friends because they were worried about your safety, when you were about 10-11. Were they worried that other children will hurt you? If so, how were they worried that other children will hurt you?
Regarding #2: if your mother believed the other children that you were “so fierce and scolding people”- and she scolded you for that, that means she wanted you to be different from “fierce and scolding people”. How did she want you to be?
anita