Dear Anita

Thank you, yes I did read the message, I guess I just want to process everything you wrote because I agree with it.

Last night I stumbled upon SS instagram profile, she made it public. So naturally after seeing all the my feeling of love, hurt and missing her came back. Trying to process that too.

Hoping to hear from you friend.

GoingThroughLife

Dear Anita

Thank you for listening. I hope you’re well to friend.

GoingThroughLife

Dear Anita

I hope you’re well friend. I had a good talk with my sister yesterday and she guided me to focus on my future and that she’s just one girl. She said that I know I’m sad that she’s not going to be a part of my life but it is what it is. Anita i have also realised it’s difficult for me to function without a partner sometimes, I need to work on this, i think it’s related to my childhood trauma.

I hope your day is going well friend.

Goingthroughlife

Dear Anita

Thank you for understanding my feelings.

I hope you get through this lonely night by being with yourself. I’ll be here to listen you talk about your day friend.

Goingthroughlife

Dear Anita

I’m glad you are enjoying your evening with some great music. Thank you for the compliment, and you’re a good person too, glad to have you part of my life. I need to get on with my day, but I’ll get back to your messages after 12 hours.

Have a good evening

Goingthroughlife

Dear Anita

I hope you had a good night and sleep. I had a productive day, worked in the office, followed my diet, went for a jog and practiced my guitar and singing. I feel better.

Yes I still miss SS a lot and I wonder will i ever find someone else. SS was really good in the 1st year, but due to my attachment style I didn’t open up, I was too late. I don’t know if there will be another chance again.

Also SS left me saying she wants to enjoy her golden period and she’ll go for arrange marriage down the line, we were not intimate in the last 2 months of the relationship. I miss all that and hate the thought of her getting intimate with someone else.

Well I needed to vent, thank you for listening friend. I hope to hear about your day.

Your friend
GoingThroughLife