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  • #449733
    Tom
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    Hey Anita,

    The full extent is just that deep down I know the role isnt for me but we need the salary to live etc. I am always keeping lookout for alternative jobs but there isn’t too much out there. We have savings but i don’t want to use them while I can continue to try my best at work until something else comes up. I have thought about re-training but more than anything would like to find a job and environment that I enjoy.

    Enjoy your weekend.

    #449734
    anita
    Participant

    Hey Tom:

    Thank you and I hope you find some joy in your weekend!

    I want to re-read our past communication on Monday and get back to you then.

    Take care,

    🤍 Anita

    #449751
    Tom
    Participant

    Hi Anita,

    I do appreciate the time you have taken to input on this over the years.

    Thanks,
    Tom

    #449753
    anita
    Participant

    You are very welcome, Tom, and thank you for being here! Back to you tomorrow.

    🌿 Anita

    #449787
    anita
    Participant

    Hi Tom:

    I started taking the long walk down memory lane, rereading and reflecting on our communication over the years. It will take hours for me to complete the process, so I will submit a post for you in the next day or two… or three. I will take my time.

    Take care,

    🌿 Anita

    #449794
    anita
    Participant

    Dear Tom:

    I spent some time since I posted the above reading through our communication since Dec 20, 2016. I don’t need more time, nor do I need to write a long analytical message with quotes and comments, as I’ve done hundreds of times in these forums in replies to you and to many other members.

    What stands out to me in all your post, no exception, is that you are a decent person, decent and honest. Not a bad bone in your body. If you were single and I had a daughter about your age, I’d love for her to have YOU as her partner. Sincerely, I think very highly of you 😊

    As I think of you, I think of the boy in you, the child who “hated conflict and would often be worried of what/when the next fight would be. They would be sometimes become very heated, sometimes violent.” (Sept 9, 2024), a scared boy in you, no different from the scared girl in me.

    When fear enters a child mind and heart too intensely and stays day in and day out.. unresolved, it doesn’t just go away because you get older.. even if you get the perfect job.. or a perfect partner. It’s something that stays with you.

    But it can get better and it has gotten better for me, and I believe for you too. It takes .. inviting the fear instead of trying to push it away and close our eyes and ears so to not see- hear- feel it. Like right now, I catch myself breathing superficially, scared of taking the fear in.

    It takes opening up to the fear, giving it space within. To not run away from it, but turn around and befriend it. It was always there so to protect you.. it’s your friend.

    I hope the above is making sense to you..? It’s okay if it doesn’t. I wrote whatever came to my mind 😊

    🌿 Anita

    #449853
    Tom
    Participant

    Thanks for the kind words Anita, they are greatly appreciated.

    It completely makes sense what you say and will continue to try and shake these feelings and not let it define me. I know it’s just a job at the end of the day but it’s the pressures of modern society etc that create that feeling of us being trapped.

    #449896
    anita
    Participant

    You are very welcome, Tom. You are a good man. Remember this, it’s not just kind words on my part. It’s true.

    If you would like to, when you get the chance, please tell me more in detail about that feeling of you being trapped..?

    🌿 Anita

    #449929
    Tom
    Participant

    Trapped is how I feel because of the work situation. I don’t feel like I have ever settled in this role, made allies etc and I rarely feel myself when I’m there and get anxious about lots of things to do with the job.

    I have a good salary in the role and a long notice which adds to the feeling of trapped as that makes it tricky to find another suitable role and form an exit plan in a timely manner. We have a mortgage and bills so I know I can’t just walk away and I guess that adds to the feeling.

    I keep positive where I can and active and all of that stuff helps but deep down the feelings are still there.

    #449965
    anita
    Participant

    Dear Tom:

    Reading your most recent post made me think of something I read long ago, don’t remember where. Paraphrased, someone asked: How do I get out of this prison cell? (it’s similar to you feeling/ being trapped), and the answer was: don’t try to get out, or don’t desire to get out anymore.

    What it means to me is that when you are in a situation where you really are trapped, objectively speaking (having to pay mortgage and bills, and this job is the only job available that makes it possible for the mortgage and bills to be paid), then radically accepting the situation, for now, to no longer resist it, may free you from useless, harmful stress.

    Does this make sense to you?

    🌿 Anita

    #449981
    Tom
    Participant

    Hi Anita,

    Yes, that makes sense. I do try and accept it for now and do my best in the job to learn and take the experience I can to help me in the future. I guess I just want to feel more purpose with it.

    #449988
    anita
    Participant

    Dear Tom:

    I am going over your posts in this thread.

    You started this job at the end of April, or the very beginning of May 2024, a year and 4-5 months on the job.

    You coped by reading, practicing gratitude, using a calm app, exercising, going out for fresh air, and posting here, in your thread.

    On May 15, you wrote that the company you work for includes more than 150 departments, lots of people involved in what you’re doing there, and if I understand correctly, you’ve been feeling micromanaged and fearing criticism..?

    Also, you feel alone at work: lots of people involved, but not a friend among them (“I don’t feel like I have any real ally’s in the team”), and no support on the job (“you are left to fend for yourself almost and learn as you go”).

    I wonder if there’s an ER department where you work, if there are parties or social gatherings for employees?

    The purpose of an ER dept (I am reading) is to foster a positive work environment: to ensure that employees feel respected, heard, and supported, to fairly and constructively handle disputes between employees or between staff and management, and to support employee well-being.

    ER often organizes social gatherings for employees, or they collaborate with HR or Culture teams to make it happen. These events are strategic tools for boosting morale and engagement because when employees feel appreciated, they’re more likely to stay motivated and loyal. Social events allow people from different departments to connect, to feel part of something bigger, to reduce stress and burnout, and to cultivate emotional safety, team cohesion, and a culture where people feel seen and valued.

    None of that in your workplace, Tom?

    🌿 Anita

    #450039
    Tom
    Participant

    Hi Anita,

    Hope you have had a good weekend. There is a HR department but that hasn’t really helped. There was a team away day etc. I don’t feel like anyone ever made an effort with me and perhaps I haven’t also. It’s a big team where people often travel so it makes it trickier to bond etc. There is also a lack of leadership and people get involved in work and tasks which they probably shouldn’t.

    #450041
    anita
    Participant

    Dear Tom: Got to run. I’ll read and reply to the above ad to aything you might add to it, by tomorrow

    #450074
    anita
    Participant

    Dear Tom:

    “I don’t feel like anyone ever made an effort with me and perhaps I haven’t also.”- what if you make a couple of small efforts this week to connect with just two people in this big team..?

    If the efforts fail, you’ve lost nothing; if they succeed, you may gain a bit of something important: a moment of belonging, of companionship 🫱🫲

    What do you think, Tom?

    🌿🤍 Anita

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