So I went back to work today….a bad start really. Boss had shutdown my access so could not login. Got a call from an HR person who told me that my reasonable accommodations may not be doable, and I may need ultimately to move on…..this was an HR person. Seriously, the accomodations are don’t dump too much work on me at once and limit my projects to a workable level, so that I don’t wind up on medical leave.
I did talk to another person and he seemed really happy that I was back and looking forward to seeing me tomorrow when I am in.
I also talked with boss about the projects I am on, why that match was made…..seriously, his response was you were available and they needed someone. I mean, he could have lied and told me that someone asked for me or that it was a good match, or we need this thing that you do well on this one. Nope, you’re 98.6 degrees and that’s good enough.
Yesterday, I had been looking forward to coming back to work and within minutes of starting, it was dragging me down. Now I am totally down, and trying to access those higher vibrations, but I can’t help but feel that they would not notice if I did not come back or if I just disappeared.
Give me hand up, would you?