I posted here a little while ago about how to be ok with not getting closure when I ended a codepandant relationship I was in. It has been incredibily hard but I am have been surviving and trying to look ahead. I was asked out by a someone I met a couple of weeks ago and I decided to go as I saw no possible harm. I ended up running into my exboyfriend and it turned out the two of them knew each other. My date went to the washroom and my ex basically told me he misses me and asked me if I ever wonder if things could have been different and then asked me not to get closer because he would be all over me. I know this is probably what he wanted but he got in head..I finally sent him that message telling him hat I have no hard feelings and I wish him all the best and he didnt respond….the other guy has been really patient and caring and has shown a huge amount of interest in me but the closer he tries to get to me the more I miss my ex. I dont want to push him away but when he tries to kiss me or touch me I feel wrong, I feel like I only want my ex to ever do that. I miss him soo much its hasrd to breathe sometimes, I hadnt been crying this much in a long time and since that night he said all of those things, I am angry at myself that he can just waltz right back into my mind and heart like that, and I will never feel like I did with him, like I am destined to miss him forever. I dont want to hurt the new guy, he is really sweet but I dont think I cant reciprocate either, I want to be honest but I am afraid of telling I am still madly devastingly in love with my abusive ex. What should I do?