Hi anita,

I truly understand that there is more to it but how can I forget this??? This has totally broken me n as days pass by I still wake up feeling empty. N him just treating me as a waste piece. How can I move on when something so irrelevant happend, I really don’t know why m so hurt n the issue isn’t resolved. Coz there is no justice to this n the fact is that m a bad person and I m being punished for my deeds is thus true??? Did I mean bad for him when I said I loved him was i selfish??? Is this the result of my karma? He isn’t even sparing a single thought on what has happened d to me?? Infa c the he is happy that m suffering he is happy that I m undervalued he is happy that he left me n is in peace someto.especially I thinknow of revenge buthe there is nothing I can do , truth is someone treated me like waste n dumped me despite of me being a successful n independent professional how is this even fair??

Hi mike/ jas,

That guy I mentioned in the post above is happily married n settled. N in no way he will think or care about me. But here my parents are sad ,n upset n I think back n cry as to why things don’t work in my favor. My problem is I shared my heart break with everyone ND it came back at me with i myself tarnishing my own image. I feel guilty about being such a fool n not courageous enough to wait for what I deserve. It’s like I wasn’t smart enough to hide my mistakes or anything bad that happend to me. It’s totally like I have foul mouthed myself. N he is there living peacefully n happily with his wife with all the love n care. Did I deserve this??? Did I deserve to be punished for loving someone so badly n then I myself tarnishing my image??? Everytime u think in myself I see him pointing mistakes in me n insulting me fir who I am this happens in my head though . It’s like I stopped loving myself completely after he left me. I lost my own value in my own eyes. In fact the moment I figured out that I was the reason why he broke up with me it was my impatience that resulted in him leaving me I couldn’t forgive myself for it. He was a man who needed space n that’s what was attracted me to him n I dint respect his space I believe. Where as his wide exactly knows his feelings n gives him ample support n that’s what makes their relationship ideal . N I feel bad that I was not mature enuf to be cool n wait until things fell in right place. How do I over email this??? Can anyone plz help me????

Yes I do thanks a lot!!

Hi Jas/anyone,
awaiting your reply!!!