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August 20, 2013 at 10:08 pm #40892
We live in a mysterious world. Some people might spend their lifetimes trying to understand it, but I believe the only “reason” we were put on this earth is to find about ourselves, to get closer to our true nature in which your realize that you are nothing and everything at the same time. Embrace your feelings, feel them, let them come in and come out. Your feelings and everything else your see are your teachers. The only way to be at peace is to accept yourself and don’t deny anything your feel or want. Admire the beauty in you MiMi. =))August 20, 2013 at 9:59 pm #40890
thank you for sharing your story with us. I really appreciate it and I am glad that you have experienced these feelings too. There is always a starting point and I think we are in heading the right direction =). Oh and by the way, I recommend you guys reading The Journey to Ixtlan by Carlos Castaneda. The theme of the book is very similar to what we have experienced and I think you will love it! It’s a beautiful book. Thank you for posting =)July 11, 2013 at 3:44 pm #38459
All I can tell you is that you WILL get out of this emotional impasse. It seems funny how I was about to start a topic on how I have finally gotten out of that exact same situation you are living through, then I saw post and decided to read it. God brought us together =)
Ever since I was 15 years old, my life has been all about the inside rather than the outside world; emotions, doubts, questions, feelings, sadness, happiness. I never understood why I felt that way, so different from everyone else. I looked at people, including my family and they appeared to me as “robots” (that’s what I like to call people who don’t have the privilege of experiencing what we are experiencing and live merely on the material and physical world). All that time I had to go through ups and downs exactly as you described yours, but every time I fell, I got up even stronger, closer to true form, wiser and much more intuitive and sensitive. But I have to admit that every time I fell it also felt darker and much more depressive. There were times when I started crying out of nothing and this cycle repeated for about 11 years, which means im 26 right now =)
2 months ago, something extraordinary and unexplainable happened to me, of course, It was not out of nothing. I was feeling a little depressed and emotional about some relationship problems and thanks to that I finally and truly became to realize the power within me. It was like somehow those emotional problems I was having pushed myself to my limits and I broke free. I became so close to my soul, to my true form (whatever you want to call it) that I love myself so much right now and I am able to express it on the outside without being needy or expecting the same thing from other people. I feel like somehow I am finally free to do whatever I want. I became extremely intuitive and sensitive to other people’s feelings. I even decided to test it and could easily tell how people felt even by just texting me! it is incredible =) sometimes I feel surges of energy, of emotion in my heart, like something is alive and vibrating inside and I get so much clarity of mind that I can finally understand why everything happened the way it did and where things are headed.
I just want you to know that you should never give up, keep pushing yourself because in the end you will feel like you won’t live long enough to thank god for what happened to you and how you will end up feeling. it is truly a gift. I am telling you this from the bottom of my heart and being as sincere as I can.
The answer is withink yourself =)July 8, 2013 at 8:57 pm #38233
Hi, I went through a similar situation in the past, right now I am 26 years old and I can tell you I am a very happy person. I think you should start by loving, nurturing and realizing how much you are worth =) Carl, but I mean it in a real way. Most of the time our problems come from wanting acceptance by everyone that is around us, it somehow makes us feel important and feeds our ego, but that is just temporary! It is like pouring water in a cup that has no bottom, it never fills up leaving a lack of satisfaction.
When you look at yourself and understand your unique purpose in this world, you can then realize how much you are worth and start being content with who you are; feeling safe and happy on your own company.
I am not trying to say that you will love being lonely or anything similar, but you will feel at peace and through that peace, you will love yourself and once you love yourself, only then, love can manifest on the outside world. ALL COMES FROM WITHIN. you are worth a lot!!! I know it =)
ohh and one more thing. You will be immensely thankful for what you are going through when you overcome this emotional impasse. trust me. thank to that, you will grow.