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  • #105716
    Tina
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    Hey Wisdom,

    maybe we can chat privately on the email, my email is:
    engyosy@gmail.com

    See you there 🙂

    Tina.

    #105700
    Tina
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    Hi Wisdom,

    please don’t feel desperate if love and family is your highest value like me you will be pursuing future spouse and love with your family and fulfilment through that.

    However if career is the highest value to you, you will be pursuing career and fulfillment through it, I too don’t care what kind of job I will do, I will do great in any as long as it doesn’t suck the energy out of me.

    It all depends on your value hierarchy, I learned that from Anthony Robbins’s book: Awak the giant within, it’s a great book.

    By the way if you want us to be friends we can be, you sound like you could be a cute little sister to me :’) I don’t know is there a private message feature in this forum? I guess there is.

    #105698
    Tina
    Participant

    Hello Christopher.m,

    I am not desperate, I simply want him.

    Tina.

    #105601
    Tina
    Participant

    Hi Anita,

    I understand it doesn’t make reality, but to me he’s like a dream, and I’m trying to achieve it, but I’m not going to be doomed if I fail, I’m going to be doomed if I don’t try and as I said before it’s the greatest pain for me to not try.

    Thank you so much for wishing the best for me 🙂

    #105594
    Tina
    Participant

    Hey Wisdom,

    then do like what I want to do, figure out how you are going to confess to him and make sure he knows and also make sure you have a plan if he rejects you, how are you going to go on with your life. Atleast try don’t be afraid of rejection at least you put your mind at peace when letting him know how you feel.

    Oh and don’t wait do some kind of action starting from now anything don’t waste time, okay.

    #105590
    Tina
    Participant

    Hello Wisdom,

    woow I feel your confusion, but which one of them do you really want? if you can’t tell then I guess you just need to know first who to pursue.

    Have you asked yourself which one of them you would rather be intimate with? which one of them you would rather accept everything about him and love no matter what?

    Tina.

    #105517
    Tina
    Participant

    Hello Wisdome,

    Thank you so much for encouraging me, I too believe it can be possible.

    But I’m curious, are you friends with the celebrity? And don’t you have anyone who can introduce you to this infamous guy so you can tell him how you feel?

    #105496
    Tina
    Participant

    Dear Wisdom,

    Thank you for your encouragement, actually love to me is all about giving and he was the one who teached me that through his work of art, before him I couldn’t fully understand it.

    My parents are worried about me and they want to see me happy with someone but they won’t understand my love for him and that to me it’s either him or nobody at all in an attempt to shake me out of it, they will probably react really bad if I tell them and will try to prevent me.

    Are you also in love with a celebrity? would you tell me about it?

    #105492
    Tina
    Participant

    Thank you Anita for everything and for keeping coming back to respond to my posts, I too wish the best for you.

    It was really nice to talk about this it’s only me, God, you, Eris, and whoever read this topic who know about this, so thank you I really needed to talk about it.

    #105487
    Tina
    Participant

    Hello Anita and Eris,

    First to Anita:

    to me yes if there is 0.0001 % chance I am determined to move to korea and tell him and if he rejects at least I can attend concerts as a fan and give him fan support as I am not really able to do so from Egypt, also I really like korea as a country and its culture so I’m not really going to feel like a orphan there, also I can stop working there and move back to Egypt, the only reason I didn’t consider leaving Egypt before was because nothing was worth leaving my family for, but with him and my love for him it’s so worth fighting for and if I succeed we will be a great family and if I don’t at least I tried, the ultimate pain for me is not trying the next is him rejecting my love but still would be easier to stay alone than be with someone else (it will feel like getting raped).

    Second to Eris:

    he is not that type of celebrity who wouldn’t allow fans to approach him, he likes playing football with other celebrities and normal people who are friends with him and a lot of fans went to these matches and took some fancams of him very close like standing right infront of him kind of close, he is very humble and doesn’t act like normal celebrities do and everybody says that about him friends, fans, and just about everybody he deals with.

    He opened a restaurant for his parents to run and a lot of fans go there and they can see him and talk with him and be assured about him from his mother, family, or friends, they are all very humble and very respectful people.

    you talked about raising that artist inside of me, I agree with you and actually thought about this, I love graphic design and love doing fanart with photoshop and photo manipulation, he had one of his album covers made with photomanipulation and graphically manipulated, I thought about doing that job with him, I also thought about getting a job that will allow me to work with him as a celebrity but I don’t know what these jobs are and how to get them and whether or not I can get them without a degree, I’m just afraid of wasting time on getting a degree or finding or doing a job that will not get me closer to him, my thoughts are if I just go to Korea then I can figure out the rest I mean Korea looks like a great country to me just because it cares so much for art as I am in love with art too.

    Thank you Anita and Eris for being responsive and I am sorry for taking so long to respond back.

    • This reply was modified 7 years, 12 months ago by Tina.
    #105383
    Tina
    Participant

    he has around 4 million from all over the world most of them are females and a lot of them are mothers and even grandmothers I don’t know how many are unmarried yet but he said that his fans tend to be older fans and I also as I can see from some(only some) of the recordings of his concerts that the fans are old enough to be mothers, the fans that I have dealt with are mothers and grandmothers as well. some overseas fans expressed it jokingly but I can’t tell whether they are truly joking or really mean it, I will not let the competition stop me from trying.

    I know a lot of fans on facebook with a specialized account for him but the ones I dealt with them personally are mothers.

    all the fans have that love and support for him no matter what we are truly so strong in this. I don’t know for sure how many or who has the same desire I have.

    I only expressed my wishing to be his girlfriend jokingly, he drew a character of himself and a friend and a girlfriend, I expressed my feeling jokingly through wishing to be that girl friend character only once, I am shy I prefer to not express my feeling online he might be getting a lot and I prefer to be face to face with him so he can truly know what I feel because I believe text is not a substitute for talking face to face, it just can’t show feeling much.

    I understand the competition is big and I want to be the best for him and that can’t happen unless I understand him very well which will come by being close to him to understand his wants and needs, when I meet him face to face I want to open up completely and tell him everything and also ask him about what does he want in a relationship and make myself attendant to those wants and needs and exceed them that’s how I plan to be the best for him.

    #105378
    Tina
    Participant

    Also because of the scandal, I know that I will have to be very patient and slow with him because this must have left fear of love inside him.

    I want to be able to overcome those bad days in korea where I’m gonna be alone and struggling and also I don’t plan on leaving my family out of the equation completely I know they love him if they dealt with him it’s that their reaction might be that they don’t want to even deal with or hear of him. I want them to part of the family and I’m determined to make them this way.

    #105376
    Tina
    Participant

    she accused him that he beat her and she gave fake evidence for that and his lawyer proved that all this was fake but the case is still ongoing, also she had a baby with him and now he is fighting for the custody of the child and we as a fandom are behind him and supporting him we are a very loving and caring fandom the kind of motherly love giving fans, we are telling him and his family to not leave the child in her hands she’s so manipulative and always uses media and never provided real evidence for her claims. I understand all that will have influence on him and that he also might be afraid to approach love again but I trust that his love for life and our prayers for him will make him heal of all that, I also understand that it’s going to be hard to be with him and raising that child as my own (although we are still skeptical that there is truly a child) as people might think I will not love the child as my own but I took the decision to love the child if he truly exists. All that made feel so bad that I am not near him to comfort him all I could do is to send him messages online that I was not sure he could access them and pray for him, what made me love him more is that he was so patient with her and didn’t sue her but she wouldn’t stop so he had eventually to defend himself.

    Also all this made me so deeply connected with him on a level I can not describe, when this scandal broke out in the news in korea and I haven’t yet know about it my heart was beating so fast in an unpleasant way as if I was so nervous, I felt like I was feeling his fear when it broke out the next day I knew what had happened and of course I was shocked in the beginning but my love for him and knowing his personality I knew he wouldn’t do such a thing and if he did then he made a mistake that he must pay for but that wouldn’t change my love for him also and my love for him grew stronger ever since as well as all the fans.

    #105374
    Tina
    Participant

    I fell in love with him because he’s emotional as well as me and because I have an artist inside of me I can really relate to him and I see reflections of myself in his art and in him.

    #105371
    Tina
    Participant

    Dear Anita,

    I said in my first post I don’t want anyone other than him, I understand the small chance and everything but I need to atleast try for I know this love is not superficial I have been in love with him ever since 2013 and my love and understanding for him is increasing, my happiness is making him happy, he had a scandal in which his ex girlfriend has wrongly accused him of things that were proven to be not true and during that time it my love and respect for him increased so much. I know that he has a lot of fans but I am committed to make at least know how I feel about him, I can’t ignore this love I have for him I dream to make a family with him and make a great interracial love between Egypt’s culture and Korea’s culture which I really respect because of him.

    I don’t have anyone to talk to that I can trust, that’s why I posted it here. I know that I will struggle hard to live there and that really bad days will come but I don’t want to give up to those, I really don’t want to give up on him before even trying.

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