Hey Wisdom,

maybe we can chat privately on the email, my email is:
engyosy@gmail.com

See you there 🙂

Tina.

Hello Christopher.m,

I am not desperate, I simply want him.

Tina.

Hey Wisdom,

then do like what I want to do, figure out how you are going to confess to him and make sure he knows and also make sure you have a plan if he rejects you, how are you going to go on with your life. Atleast try don’t be afraid of rejection at least you put your mind at peace when letting him know how you feel.

Oh and don’t wait do some kind of action starting from now anything don’t waste time, okay.

Hello Wisdome,

Thank you so much for encouraging me, I too believe it can be possible.

But I’m curious, are you friends with the celebrity? And don’t you have anyone who can introduce you to this infamous guy so you can tell him how you feel?

Thank you Anita for everything and for keeping coming back to respond to my posts, I too wish the best for you.

It was really nice to talk about this it’s only me, God, you, Eris, and whoever read this topic who know about this, so thank you I really needed to talk about it.

he has around 4 million from all over the world most of them are females and a lot of them are mothers and even grandmothers I don’t know how many are unmarried yet but he said that his fans tend to be older fans and I also as I can see from some(only some) of the recordings of his concerts that the fans are old enough to be mothers, the fans that I have dealt with are mothers and grandmothers as well. some overseas fans expressed it jokingly but I can’t tell whether they are truly joking or really mean it, I will not let the competition stop me from trying.

I know a lot of fans on facebook with a specialized account for him but the ones I dealt with them personally are mothers.

all the fans have that love and support for him no matter what we are truly so strong in this. I don’t know for sure how many or who has the same desire I have.

I only expressed my wishing to be his girlfriend jokingly, he drew a character of himself and a friend and a girlfriend, I expressed my feeling jokingly through wishing to be that girl friend character only once, I am shy I prefer to not express my feeling online he might be getting a lot and I prefer to be face to face with him so he can truly know what I feel because I believe text is not a substitute for talking face to face, it just can’t show feeling much.

I understand the competition is big and I want to be the best for him and that can’t happen unless I understand him very well which will come by being close to him to understand his wants and needs, when I meet him face to face I want to open up completely and tell him everything and also ask him about what does he want in a relationship and make myself attendant to those wants and needs and exceed them that’s how I plan to be the best for him.

she accused him that he beat her and she gave fake evidence for that and his lawyer proved that all this was fake but the case is still ongoing, also she had a baby with him and now he is fighting for the custody of the child and we as a fandom are behind him and supporting him we are a very loving and caring fandom the kind of motherly love giving fans, we are telling him and his family to not leave the child in her hands she’s so manipulative and always uses media and never provided real evidence for her claims. I understand all that will have influence on him and that he also might be afraid to approach love again but I trust that his love for life and our prayers for him will make him heal of all that, I also understand that it’s going to be hard to be with him and raising that child as my own (although we are still skeptical that there is truly a child) as people might think I will not love the child as my own but I took the decision to love the child if he truly exists. All that made feel so bad that I am not near him to comfort him all I could do is to send him messages online that I was not sure he could access them and pray for him, what made me love him more is that he was so patient with her and didn’t sue her but she wouldn’t stop so he had eventually to defend himself.

Also all this made me so deeply connected with him on a level I can not describe, when this scandal broke out in the news in korea and I haven’t yet know about it my heart was beating so fast in an unpleasant way as if I was so nervous, I felt like I was feeling his fear when it broke out the next day I knew what had happened and of course I was shocked in the beginning but my love for him and knowing his personality I knew he wouldn’t do such a thing and if he did then he made a mistake that he must pay for but that wouldn’t change my love for him also and my love for him grew stronger ever since as well as all the fans.

Dear Anita,

I said in my first post I don’t want anyone other than him, I understand the small chance and everything but I need to atleast try for I know this love is not superficial I have been in love with him ever since 2013 and my love and understanding for him is increasing, my happiness is making him happy, he had a scandal in which his ex girlfriend has wrongly accused him of things that were proven to be not true and during that time it my love and respect for him increased so much. I know that he has a lot of fans but I am committed to make at least know how I feel about him, I can’t ignore this love I have for him I dream to make a family with him and make a great interracial love between Egypt’s culture and Korea’s culture which I really respect because of him.

I don’t have anyone to talk to that I can trust, that’s why I posted it here. I know that I will struggle hard to live there and that really bad days will come but I don’t want to give up to those, I really don’t want to give up on him before even trying.