This is the first time I have ever wrote in a forum. But I just listen to Tony Robbins and i feel this urge that I should share my story with people.
Let me begin by saying that today was my grade 12 last day in college, it was quite fun. But on with the story,

So there is this girl I fell in love with at first sight. Damn I just can’t understand her!!!!!! It’s been two years I have persuaded her and the results you know, She doesn’t LIKES ME. I have talked to her several times. Now there is this thing I can’t understand. One day at the 3 days college tour when we all were in the dance floor I asked her to dance and yes she danced with me and i felt like heaven on earth to be holding her hands and in my arms, it felt like forever. And, the very next day we came to college and I had bought a hand bracelet for her and i walked upto her and said “Here, this is for u” and know what she did, without saying even a word she picked the bracelet and threw it out of the window. Let me repeat, WITHOUT SAYING ANY WORD. And, I am quite high tempered and left the room immediately. And now it’s been like two weeks we haven’t talk and I have no intention to talking to her whatsoever, not even in HELL!!!!!!! But during the two weeks, she keeps on looking at me frequently. I am there playing basketball and she with her friends chit-chatting maybe. Anyway it does not make sense at all, does it?? And know what my biggest problem is, I try to ignore her but something in my head says”Maybe she likes you, maybe she likes you” and i can’t stop this voice repeating over and over. I live alone in my house and those alone moments keep me reminding of her memories, and I DONT WANT TO. I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT HER anymore. 🙁 God I can’t take her rejection so lightly. Something inside me says”Forgive her, she is just a human” but i DONT WANT TO but even if dont want i still CAN’T. Maybe someone can relate to this, I searched for similar rejection and the only one I found was of Garth Brooks, he also had been same pain and after 10 years he also has written a song called Unanswered Prayers, it’s great!!!!

I feel so helpless around her. I am loudest and having fun when with my friends but the first sight of her destroys the whole day and really I can control my self, I am not that weak, I have self-helped myself for over 2 years. Now I am not here to ask any question. I just felt like just keeping it inside is the thing that is killing me!!!!And I know someone more special is waiting for me in the near future. LIFE has hit me hard for 2 years but that ain’t my limit LIFE!!!!Hit me with your best shot, I can endure any pain. And I had to go through this process, she was my FIRST LOVE!!!I can now guarantee that failure teaches you many things, like you never know there is something called darkness by living yours days in the light. Maybe it was long, i dont know!!!So any comments please share!!!!!!