I am really not sure how to title this. I am just feeling lost. Found out my mom is seeing her ex husband that on countless times has almost destroyed her family. Its hard for me to understand why. Her reasoning is he has found Christ. Yea I will believe that when God comes down and tells me that he has. He has put our family through so much. He has stolen in the physical sense countless things. I guess my thing is I will never trust him and to a extent I guess my mom either. She straight up asked me why I have so much hate. It makes me feel like I am wrong for how I feel. I am wrong to tell her not to ever bring him near me ever again. I know she will never believe this but she changes when he back in the picture. I notice so I had a feeling it was coming but its like not again. I don’t think I can handle a fourth time of this crap. Am I wrong? There is alot of back story but I am just soooo frustrated. If I am in the wrong place to post this just let me know. Thanks for anyone that listens.