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June 4, 2016 at 4:51 pm #106521AnonymousGuest
Dear Shirley:
Sounds like Andrew is motivated by competition. Some people are discouraged by competition, intimidated by it and some people are energized by it. And some people have more knowledge than others. Andrew has more knowledge than you in electronic devices, but can you imagine someone having much more knowledge than Andrew about electronic devices?
Don’t give in to the voices criticizing you, the voices inside you. Talk back to them; tell them the wisdom you so generously share on this thread with me and with others. Confront them with the truth.
anita
June 4, 2016 at 5:08 pm #106524JanusParticipantI would love to know myself beyond the being that competes, beyond all other worldly pressures. my lunch buddy steve is quite mellow and is quite fun to be around. he is okay with who he is and he isn’t much interested in electronics either, but he like me is quite good at math and science. he never really liked environmental and field sciences as much as andrew does, i enjoy all sciences, but i’m not the most knowledgeable in that field. i know a decent amount of mechanics and i think andrew often likes to compete in that field. i like my friends b/c i can be myself around them, but sometimes i feel like andrew doesn’t appreciate me for the talents i have and he competes with me making me also be more competitive and change parts of myself to keep up with the knowledge. as my special friend says “i have begun to drag myself into competition and have become quite immersed in it.” he doesn’t like the person i’ve become. there are times when andrew and i are quite laid-back and we just talk about science, but most of the time it starts to turn competitive. i don’t think andrew likes the spiritual side of me much b/c he still seems irritated over the fact that my angel mural and poems are getting interest and his artwork in technology isn’t.
June 4, 2016 at 7:22 pm #106526AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
I see some trouble or distress between you and Andrew: he is not accepting of your mural angel/ your spiritaul side and is often engaged in competition against you. Seems like he is envious that your mural and poems are getting more interest than his technology art work… yes, some trouble brewing. Your special friend may have a point if you are trying to be more like Andrew so to fit in with Andrew…? May have to distance yourself some from Andrew if you are separating from your true self, your values, so to fit in with him. What do you think? I am thinking as I type, it is up to your evaluation.
Remember I wrote any two people don’t stay as close over time; there are always moving closer and away? maybe it is time to move just a bit away from Andrew at times or in some circumstances, so Shirley to her own self is true. All the time.
And like I wrote to you before, repeatedly: mellow, laid back, relaxed people are the right people for you to keep company- these are the people you need because you tend to get anxious. You need the calming, encouraging type of people.
anita
June 5, 2016 at 12:55 pm #106568JanusParticipanthttps://www.facebook.com/DiscoveryNews/?fref=nf
3D printers rock;)
June 5, 2016 at 6:24 pm #106591AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
We have a 3D printer at home. And also there are a few in a nearby Maker’s Space- an interesting business if you google it. Sometimes the printing gets stuck, often it does. It is not a smooth process yet. Maybe over time.
Monday soon, a school week ahead!
anita
June 7, 2016 at 4:01 am #106655JanusParticipantcool that you have a 3D printer at home, what do you usually use it for? Maker’s Space sounds pretty cool especially with the computer science and electronics aspect, do you know any websites that correspond to it?
What do you think of this essay for treasurer or secretary of Academic Challenge?
Keeping track of money and recording events are important to the legacy of Academic Challenge. Having a secretary or treasurer helps our class thrive. I am willing to be a part of the legacy of making Academic Challenge thrive. i am a hardworker, often taking copious notes in class. Taking notes has always been important to me since it helps me organize my priorities. I have fundraised with VOICES for Relay for Life often seling cancer ribbon cards to raise money and awareness for a cure. My experience working at a restaurant has helped me learn to manage money wisely since I often help package and total the amount of the customer’s orders. I would enjoy taking on the responsibility of becoming either a Recording Secretary or Treasurer.
Passionate, Attentive and Organized best describe me. I am a passionate math and english student. During class, I often take notes and organize them to help me prepare for a test since I love learning. In an Academic Challenge meeting, I could be responsible for recording the ideas others say, organizing them and making a plan on different club activities and competitions. In eighth grade, my math teacher made us do a budget project where we pretended to grocery shop and we were given a balance of how much we could spend and the necessities we needed; I had lots of fun comparison shopping for the items and the project opened my eyes to the value of money. I am also an attentive listener and enjoy helping others, if there is anything that seems wrong you can come to me and talk. I would help fundraise for Academic Challenge by putting posters for half-court shots, making bracelets (I love craft making), etc. Talking to teachers, other students and customers of my restaurant, I would gather and plan the resources such as money and supplies to help this club in making its way to a successful competition.
I would be dedicated and responsible in counting and keeping the money in a safe envelope after fundraisers and also in keeping my notes organized. I would like to use my skills in helping plan and organize the Academic Challenge’s events. Let’s work together towards creating a legacy of academic success!
June 7, 2016 at 4:06 am #106656JanusParticipantmy lunch buddy steve is quite fun to be around, he enjoys learning math as much as i do and also enjoys algebra a lot even though he thinks geometry is easy as well. i didn’t mind geometry in my sophomore year, but i didn’t like proving theorems, dealing with transversals, circle arcs and angles of elevation and depression. going into pre-calc, those things have started to make sense and i enjoy math quite a lot;) steve is quite entertaining and helpful with the math problems. my ap world history friend steve is quite entertaining as well, he is quite laid-back and is good at physics
June 7, 2016 at 6:26 pm #106676AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
After at least 12 hours of technical problems on the website and a busy day I had, I want to read your posts with my fresh brain tomorrow morning. Will reply to you then!
anitaJune 8, 2016 at 9:12 am #106719AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
I have nothing to do with the 3D printer, know nothing about it, only that we have one. The Maker’s Space-this kind of businsess started in Texas, I think. It is about having machines there, like 3D printers. People who can’t afford those machines at home or don’t have the space for other machines (cutting wood, heavy duty machines) can pay monthly membership at the Maker’s Space and use the tools and the space there. You can google it, if you want “Maker’s Space.”
I liked your essay for treasurer or secretary of Academic Challenge very much, just like you wrote it, excellent. You listed your skills, relevant experience and described your personality very well: passionate (yes, this is you!), hardworking (absolutely), dedicated, reliable, responsible, caring, (I am adding my own adjectives in describing you). Excellent job on the essay!
anita
June 8, 2016 at 1:31 pm #106737JanusParticipantthanks a lot anita;) you are a great person;) i finished my angel mural today and it turned out great, i am apparently a good artist since it only took me 30 minutes, dave was quite helpful, when i wanted to give up on drawing the man in the window reading a book, dave encouraged me. when it was finished, even andrew said it was quite cool and he said he liked the stars and the poem i wrote. andrew said the art really expressed my ingenuity. i realize i also know a lot more about environmental biology than i thought i did b/c andrew and i were talking about caves in ap english today and the formation of stalactites and stalagmites. my lunch buddy steve was quite entertaining today and he helped me with my english essay. i think everyone is happy school is almost over b/c andrew has gotten more laid-back in his work and has started a new hobby of experimenting with science and art and dave has started reading some new books. i can’t wait for next year’s ap calc and ap biology b/c i met the teachers for the summer work and they are really nice and smart. my next year java teacher is going to be my former sophomore geometry honors teacher and she was great even though i struggled a bit in her class, i now understand the concepts. yesterday, francine (freshman friend whose in garden club with me and andrew) were in the library and we were discussing our classes and enjoying the fact that it was almost summer. francine made me laugh when we had an argument over whether andrew preferred cookies, brownies or muffins, we decided to go ask andrew in the rotc room and i was right that he liked cookies better and it was quite entertaining. andrew told this funny story about this magnetic train that could go through a slinky run by an electric current and when the current was removed it (the train) could shoot into a basketball hoop, we were all laughing as we watched the demonstration. i have found andrew and i have more in common than i thought b/c we both love science and math more than english, we often help each other with our math and science work in our ap english class b/c we are bored with english at times. dave often helps both of us with our literature essays. anyway, dakota and his friends presentation in physics honors on magnetism was quite cool today and it made me wonder how much of the world revolves around physics and how cool it is that ferrofluid (mixture containing iron and other metals) becomes magnetized when introduced by a magnetic field and also the stronger the current the stronger the magnetic field and the faster the slot car (toy race cars on track) goes. i think i have a better understanding of electricity and magnetism after physics honors and the properties of light. in that way, i think andrew and i are more like than i thought.
June 8, 2016 at 2:24 pm #106741JanusParticipantalso kordell, zack, steve (from ap world history) and sam (friend in ap world history) and i played real estate monopoly where we would buy avenues and railroads and charge rent on people who landed on them. sam was the thimble (playing piece), i was the electrical socket, kordell was the steamboat (from thomas the steam engine that could) and zack was the banker and also the hat. if you rolled a double (we used two dice and if you rolled the same number on both die), you got to go again.
June 8, 2016 at 7:30 pm #106771AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
Thank you, Shirley. I will read your last two posts tomorrow morning. For now I am puzzled and displeased about that green/ blue triangle face above my name in every thread. You have a green unhappy face, looks like a turtle. I don’t know what is going on here. I started a thread on it. What is this… anyway, I am distracted and will be back Thursday morning, tomorrow to your thread.
anita
June 9, 2016 at 1:36 pm #106817JanusParticipantit’s odd that things on this site have started to malfunction. this is really pretty;)
https://www.bing.com/search?q=durmitor+montenegro&form=hpcapt&filters=HpDate%3a%2220160609_0700%22
so today was the last meeting of garden club (francine, andrew, cadi- friend who likes anime- and me) had a minor party. cadi’s hazel shortbread balls were the best. the art club (andrew and cati; i also wanted to join, but i had voices on tuesdays, but i still had them help with my angel mural which is pretty much done except for the paint) also had a party with pizza, brownie munchkins and drinks (fruit punch, lemonade, sprite, orange soda). in ap world history today, i spent some time learning how to code in java script and it is quite fun, i can’t wait to take java next year. in ap english, andrew was helping me with my college essay which i revised and added extra details to and it sounds quite good. anyway, for the garden club today, i was telling andrew how my subconscious mind often picks up things and how i don’t study as much b/c i tend to pay attention when the teacher is teaching. anyway, andrew said his mural of the plane needs to have a poem as well b/c he liked the poem i did for my mural. i realize i remembered a lot more in my math and science classes than i thought i did b/c when i did the final review i remembered everything except for three questions. i realize i really enjoy math and science a lot even though my teachers have told me that i am also good at english and history. i am thinking of dropping business and website development (might take it in college) for ap physics because you get to learn about electricity and magnetism. dakota’s presentation yesterday on magnetic water and how it absorbs more than tap water for plants was quite interesting, also the trains that have electrical current that makes it magnetized and shoots it through a spring was a cool experiment. i realize i actually understand physics, mechanics, field biology a lot more than i thought, maybe there is a little of andrew in me as well.
June 9, 2016 at 1:41 pm #106819JanusParticipantalso while i was walking home today i saw some tiny rubber duckies strewn in a path with cotton and i decided to follow it, it lead me to a small forested backyard where one of the neighbors had had a party, it was quite cool b/c they said that they decided to use the ducks in memory of those who are in terminal illness to stay strong and still walk the path and keep on quacking. i think it is something i would like to do as well. also i wrote a funny story in pre-calc today about my senior friends saving the world from hunger. i might post it later.
June 10, 2016 at 10:13 am #106855AnonymousGuestDear Shirley:
I am sick and unable to respond. Hopefully, later today or tomorrow. I hope. Take care and will be back here for you.
anita
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