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    hi Nik

    Get out now he is an abuser trying to get you pregnant so to control you. the phrase barefoot pregnant & chained to the kitchen sink comes to mind. He does not treat you as an equal. I too gave up my vow of celibacy for a man it left a big hole in my wellbeing. I did a purification ceremony and retook my vows which I kept for a year to start with and continued this on a rolling process for five years before choosing to stay celibate for the rest of my life.

    I hope you find yourself in a safe & nurturing workplace.

    Kind regards

    Roberta

     

    in reply to: I deserve it #438961
    Roberta
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    dear Laven

    I am sorry that you are  presently stuck in an awful thankless situation.  I am looking after my father 93 with dementia so I have walked a little in your shoes re caring. that said your foster family are abusing your good nature and they will not step up to take their fare share of the burden whilst you are there and to be honest from what I have read in your threads  they will make you homeless as soon as she goes into care/hospital or passes away. You have paid more than your dues to your fostermum, time to get out & start healing putting yourself first for once is not selfish in this situation. There is a site called workaway which gives room & board for 25hrs per week work all around the world, this could give you access to accommodation in the immediate short term.

    Wishing you all the best

    Roberta

    in reply to: Struggling with life, work, addiction #438749
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    Dear Jakub

    My heart goes out to you. Yet another child who has been let down & deprived of a safe happy childhood by those who should be providing the care & love each & every-being deserves.  I hope that you find a good therapist who specializes in healing the inner child.  You are no way responsible for  what when on in your parents lives when you were a child or later. The voice that tells you that, who’s is it? According to Eckart Tolle the pain body wants feeding & its favorite food is negative feelings.

    I find it interesting how we give some thoughts more weight/credence and yet what are thoughts? Some have a very uncomfortable energy. If we think of them like bubbles in a glass of lemonade they appear / arise, there is not alot of difference in size and eventually pop/disappear.

    Congratulations on getting your own place, a home, a sanctuary, a place of peace a place to heal & nurture your own well being.

    in reply to: I am terrified to breakup #438631
    Roberta
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    Dear Cutie J

    Before you traveled to see your GF you knew in your heart of hearts that she wanted out of the relationship long distance or not.

    Of course we only have a snapshot of the relationship to base our comments on.  As she is not writing here, there has to be some supposition going on about her motives & feeling.  Her previous relationship was an emotional minefield for her due to her partners suicidal tendencies.  Your issues put her into yet another minefield, she must have breathed a huge sigh of relief when you moved to another city. Of course it is possible that there is some kind of co-dependancy going on as well.

    Your violent out burst in her home ( which should be her safe space) had her locking herself in a closet and brandishing a pair of scissors for protection. Afterwards she just tried to keep herself safe by trying to keep things both on an even keel  and also grabbed the opportunity to be out of your presence by going to play tennis until you left.

    Moving forward it is in your power to seek professional help to heal the damage that was caused from your childhood onwards & not pursue another relationship until things are well on the way to have been successfully resolved thus reducing the chances of a co-dependency arising.

    Roberta

     

    in reply to: Does my love life have a chance? #438601
    Roberta
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    Dear Prudence

    What things do you do that brings you joy? ie if you like painting join an art club or art classes this way you will gain confidence in socializing as you will already have something in common this also goes for volunteering  for something that you are interested in.

    As your world expands you will meet people who hold the some of the same interests & ideals and this will increase your chances of finding a date.

    Good luck

    Roberta

    in reply to: why was I born, and why now and here #438575
    Roberta
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    Dear John

    I find the teachings on” what makes a precious human birth” counteract any extensional thoughts.

    Each of us are uniquely the same – we all want happiness & freedom from suffering.

    When we joyfully set aside the self centered grasping mind and purposefully take care of others and the planet.

    Love contentment connection & joy abound.

    regards Roberta

     

    in reply to: Should I keep in touch with them #438546
    Roberta
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    Dear Krish

    Many things cloud our judgement & these are mostly go by without any awareness that they are active. If one is tired, hungry or need the toilet then their patience is obscured. When we are fearful or come across something that pushes our hurt button we can be come angry. Jealousy clouds gratitude & generosity.

    Get to know & trust yourself, as you wish to live a minimalist life it should be easier to become financially independent. You have no control over what others may think of you or say about you ( if you have no contact you do not have to listen to their opinions). Live your life true to your values and you stand a better chance of achieving happiness & satisfaction.

    regards Roberta

     

    in reply to: Hara – Beyond the Concept #438192
    Roberta
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    Hi John

    Thanks for the link to the article. I too enjoyed the exercise at the end. I encountered the Hara when being taught Karate also I think it may also called dantien. In both Tai Chi & Karate I was taught to move from the hips rather than the head & shoulders, also Tai Chi helped to slow my breathing down.

    Regards Roberta

    in reply to: Intuition or pushing people away? #438190
    Roberta
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    Hi Taylor

    The chances of anyone having an idyllic childhood and no inter-generational trauma/abuse is probably not the norm.

    Emotional intelligence has not been proactively taught in schools.  So it is no wonder that it is hard to find a open emotionally balanced relationships in this modern pressurized world.

    Look after & heal your traumas. Do things in life that bring you joy, be of service to others- the happier & more content we are the less we will need the “one” to make our lives complete. When we are around thoughtful & caring people the better the chance of encountering somebody to share the highs & lows with.

    Kind regards

    Roberta

     

    in reply to: Struggling to settle in new role #438007
    Roberta
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    Dear Tom

    I am glad that you felt no pressure of meeting   others expectations about your work choices.

    I hope that you find a job that brings you a sense of fulfillment.

    Roberta

    in reply to: Attachment #438003
    Roberta
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    Dear Birds of a feather.

    It can be hard when someone we are attached to is no longer part of the same social circle.  Your friend has a new job and he is trying to integrate into a new life set up.  I personally would agree to this meet up in a couple of months and in the meantime enjoy being with your other friends.  I have a friend who comes and goes in my area throughout the year. When we are apart we keep in touch loosely as I know she has a full & interesting life and when we are together we just pick up from where we left off. this routine has worked successfully for both of us for over 5 years now.

    Kind regards

    Roberta

    in reply to: Struggling to settle in new role #437956
    Roberta
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    Dear Tom

    What were your parents & teachers expectations regarding your job/career?

    We often do what is expected of us by others and then feel unsatisfied with that part of your life.

    Maybe it is time to ask yourself what kind of work would bring you joy even if it is not as prestigious or highly paid as your present situation. What does money represent to you? Is a career important to you & is it tied to your self-worth? Do you & your partner have the same outlook when it comes to work life balance? Would they be supportive if you wanted to retrain in a different career or earn less in an occupation that would be more fulfilling?

    It takes a lot to be able to stop the unhappiness at work from leeching into homelife.

    Roberta

     

    Roberta

    in reply to: Wedding morning, aunties behaviour – advice, thoughts? #437131
    Roberta
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    Dear Carol

    Wedding days are always highly emotionally charged and I am sorry that your Aunt’s uncooperativeness  did not make  your special  day go in the way that you envisioned especially after the trauma of a miscarriage. It appears that she has taken the role of “Mother know best”  and does not take into account that you are a grown woman in your own right.

    Hopefully you will be so  happily busy with your married life that this incident will quickly loose its sting. The wedding is just one day in the life of a marriage do not let it taint your life.

    Wishing you all the best

    in reply to: Tired of people playing with my emotions. #436584
    Roberta
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    Dear Laven

    I am sorry that the people that you reached out to are so shallow and uncompassionate. Many people do not discern the difference between a hug and a cuddle which leads to confusion between the participants. I hope that you find some huggy people in your area, some churches encourage hugging your neighbours at the end of the service. Non sexual touch is so important to our well-being it helps us feel connected. An immediate comfort is to mindfully treat yourself to a hand massage at home using your favourite scented moisturising cream. Your left hand giving comfort & appreciation to your right and vice versa.

    Big hugs Roberta

     

    in reply to: Compromise for Conflict, Marriage or Break up Decision #436189
    Roberta
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    Dear Sandy

    The relationship, the family & the village on the face of it are not conducive/supportive to spiritual exploration outside of their prescribed religion.  So if you are deeply committed to having the spiritual life of your choice then finish this relationship immediately and allow the girl & her family the chance to find a more suitable candidate to join their family/community.

    This may seem harsh & judgmental but it is not meant to be. Please look at the Buddhist teachings on what is and makes a precious human life, this could easily apply to any religion/spiritual enquirer. I am a practicing Buddhist and have several very good friends who are equally committed to their Christian belief, we are supportive of each others endevours and are respectful of any differences we may hold.

    I hope you find a supportive, trusting community & relationship.

    Kind regards

    Roberta

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