WOW Ladies,
I felt as though you were talking about me. Ill share what i can and hopefully it will resonate with you.

First off, i want to warn you that you are subconsciously absorbing all of their negativity, and love will run out as it did with my girlfriend.

She was the only one that has shown me unconditional love, but everyone has a breaking point!
I knew what I was doing was wrong, and made an unconscious CHOICE to hold onto the past, and I was destroying my relationship not even realizing it. I knew something needed to change because I didnt want to lose her, because she is the ONE.
I begged her to stay, and what has helped me was changing my routine.

I could go on for hours on what I did to break my habits. Break my endless loop.
“Doing the same thing over and expecting a different result is insanity.”
– Albert Einstein

I made a conscious choice to make the change within my self. I was awake. I was self aware.
Its been 1.5 years, and we’re still together, but now she has found her own issues and has awaken, and become self aware.

Quit those sugary drinks, eat high quality foods, master your feminine/masculine energies, the words that are projected out from me needs to be projected back to me (i want trust from you, but I’ve learned to get it is to give it), EXCERCISE EVERYDAY!! (especially from 3pm to 6pm when my psychosis (anxiety) kicks in), and if I may suggest a book, “The Mastery of Love” Don Miguel Ruiz (THIS IS MY BIBLE!)

If you need any more suggestions, please feel free to ask.

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