John,

Thank you for sharing this. In this very short video the Divine essence is affirmed, the ego released back into the sea of thought from which it came.

We are moving into a time from mere glimpses of our essential oneness, to a conscious awakening where we will live from that awareness. As we live in the present moment, we do so with open hearts, our actions and behaviors a reflection of a soul infused being of light.

Beautiful.

Jerry

Hi Kakelinå,

Be gentle with yourself now. The relationship, by your account, has ended. In many ways a death has occured in your life. Death of a dream with this man, loss of the intimacy that you shared, loss of the friendship.

Allow yourself time to grieve. Embracing the loss is a valuable teacher. Allowing time to heal and rediscover the me ourside of the us.

That you are hesitant to jump into a new relationship shows that you are healthy and not trying to cover up the sadness with the buzz of a new love. So give yourself some credit and take care of yourself.

Those tender tendrils of love that connect us with others need time to heal and reorganize before you can again approach a new relationship wholeheartedly.

Is it possible to share this with your new oppportunity? People come and go in our lives. If you can share the difficulties that you are facing in yourself, and he understands, maybe this could be a good starting place for something new.

Thanks for your vulnerability and willingness to share here.

Jerry

Dear Jen.

Wow. You are a very busy individual.

Consider the difference between Being and Doing.

The ego loves doings, fulfilling roles. The errant thought here is that if I DO enough, I will BE enough. But it is an empty promise.

At the core of us, in the stillness, is an awareness of our Divine nature. This awareness is the questioner that is asking, ‘What is wrong here?’ It is this awareness, this Divine essence that you are awakening to.

Being happens in the present moment. Being here now collapses time to this moment. Being aware does not necessarily change the external, but allows a connection to the core of who you are internally.

Being is an experience of self, not a thought. This awareness allows awakened doings. Instead of filling roles, the doings are an expression of the awareness at the core, the essential Divine nature.

This is hard to express. I use the breath. If I am fully aware of this breath I am taking then I find myself in this moment. No past breaths or future breaths. I can only experience this breath I am taking. I become aware of my body, the feelings in my hands feet and torso. I allow my breath to fill me from the inside out so I feel like I am glowing from the inside out. Experience the stillness. Surrender to the stillness. Be in the moment.

I hope this makes sense.

Your inquiry is very inspiring and I hope in some small way this helps.

Kindest regards,

Jerry

Hang in there Kelly. Its gonna take a while to get through it. Keep breathing it in, inviting in One Spirit, breathing it out surrendering it to the Divinity. You will get there. There is love on the other side. You can do this. Jerry

Kelly, You can do it. J

Kelly,

I am sorry that you are going through this. There is a lot in your post.

Sometimes we think that we need others to make us happy. That the other person will fill that need, that void, and then we can know love.

Love is based on mutual trust, respect, honesty and open communication. I think you are on the right track here.

Opening our hearts is always risky, because we risk being hurt. I know you are hurting right now and am just supporting you as you go through it. I honor your ability to put this out on the blog.

Know that whatever happens, this period of intense feeling will pass and you will be okay. We humans are very resiliant beings.

In light and love,

Jerry

Kelly,

I am thankful for this site, so we can just reach out over space and time. A wonderful use of our technology.

I read your post and cried for you today. Surrendering to the Higher Power is always a good thing to do. Helping the little people is very important too. They are excellent teachers.

And yes you are making sense. And no it is not easy to go through the pain, but it is necessary. Look for the still point as you consciously breathe through it. It is there. It is your Divinity that is always present.

Namaste, Jerry