Hello anita
Yeah this is what describes me for the past two months almost sadly..Could you maybe shed some light in my situation in order to gain some clarity myself?
Idk if thats the correct term, but i felt like i was frozen, i wouldn’t leave my bed, barely getting up to shower, like my mind was not in the right place, missing words in sentences and stuff, i dont know if thats the appropriate word for it.
In my case too, the relationship with my mother was very chaotic, violence and arguing constantly, throwing some awkward affection here and there, then rinse and repeat. I cant remember if i was dissociating when i was a kid, definitely trying to escape in imaginary worlds and games though..