Im sorry for the late replies, i only use my PC once a day because of work.

Well, right before that day,i was head over heels, thinking of her constantly, feeling great while doing so, feeling content and connected.
But that changed in one morning and i dont understand why and how.Is this real or am i blocked by something? I feel like all of my love feelings have vanished, even for my friends and family, i only feel familiarity and “obligation”.

I thought it could be the distance and that i want something close, but i was in it for 8-9 months, i guess it would have occured way earlier. What i’m feeling when we talk is like im talking to a stranger, feeling cold and apathetic.Like my mind erased her in a way, or she has done something bad to me, which she hasn’t.But i feel apathetic towards everyone right now, not just her. (Yeah i would really like to explore and find out what’s going on)

Hello anita

Yeah this is what describes me for the past two months almost sadly..Could you maybe shed some light in my situation in order to gain some clarity myself?

Idk if thats the correct term, but i felt like i was frozen, i wouldn’t leave my bed, barely getting up to shower, like my mind was not in the right place, missing words in sentences and stuff, i dont know if thats the appropriate word for it.

In my case too, the relationship with my mother was very chaotic, violence and arguing constantly, throwing some awkward affection here and there, then rinse and repeat. I cant remember if i was dissociating when i was a kid, definitely trying to escape in imaginary worlds and games though..