For example: i stopped going to the gym because i dont feel the “pull” to do that, i don’t ride the motorcycle because of the same reason. I think getting out of bed is hard because of it too.

Hey Confused:

“For example: I stopped going to the gym because I don’t feel the ‘pull’ to do that, I don’t ride the motorcycle because of the same reason. I think getting out of bed is hard because of it too.”-

I think you wrote the above before you read my most recent post (double posting)-

It takes an adjustment, a balance in that Dead or Alive experience: appreciating the little moments of alive.

Anita

Well, Confused, I’m past the idea of romance= paradise= the Answer.

This woman you’ve been sharing about, she sounds special, loving, mature. Yet, she can’t be your paradise, no person can live up to that.

I hope I’m making sense at this time of late red-wine evening.

The feeling-alive, for me, happened when I reconnected to the part of myself that “died” long ago, but not completely. I gave her a voice, I let her speak, and this part of me is alive now. Right now, she’s alive.

Anita