Hello yet again, Confused:

I would like to reply more thoroughly tomorrow, Mon morning (it’s late Sun evening here), but thoughts that cross my mind this evening are:

“Having the warmth in my memories but not being able to feel them is killing me because I did feel amazing with her”- from my experience, too much of “the amazing” I felt was wishful thinking, as in someone was just about making it all-good for me forevermore.

“U just ride the waves and let it pass until u manage it easier every time?”- not really, it’s more like I expect way less from people, no longer expecting to be rescued by anyone (nor do I expect to rescue anyone), understanding that people are struggling much like I do. That we all struggle.

Now, what can we do to help each other as equally (more or less) struggling individuals vs ‘How can you rescue me?’

I hope I just made sense. Please let me know. I’ll reply further tomorrow

🙂 back to you,

🤍 Anita