Hey anita

We had an honest discussion today, i told her about my void again, and how i dont like hurting her, she asked me so do u want to end it? I said “i want to stop hurting u” and she said “well u already have a couple of times, so if u feel like u are gonna do it again, please tell me”. This put even more pressure on me. We didn’t end it tonight, but i think i feel no motivation at all to communicate with her. It’s like my mind completely erased whatever feeling i had remaining for her now. Is this permanent? Will i regret it later if i leave now?