Some of God’s laws:

“If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them”

“But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

Where is the ‘Love All Harm None’ credo there?

God exists, and It is a spiteful, vengeful bastard (and I can say that because it hasn’t got a dad). It wrote the Torah, and so it must truly detest all the people mentioned in the categories above. It could have written a beautiful, inspiring book full of the admirable qualities you espouse. Instead God threatens eternal torture to those who don’t like Him/It. That’s because eternal torture is the truth. True, unconditional love DOES NOT EXIST. It is a utopian concept.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser

Oh I see, so I’m not having a spiritual awakening then.

Tell me Nina, since you are such an expert on these things, how do I help others when I am ill myself? I have osteoporosis (DEXA score minus three), hypopituitarism, growth hormone deficiency, and received a kidney transplant in 2012.

Nina, I respectfully ask you to keep out of this conversation. You are clueless. A person who has truly awakened spiritually will want to withdraw from the world, not get more involved with it. And that is because it is nigh on impossible to retain a ‘high vibrational state’ whilst surrounded by the materialism and negativity of the general populace. Your ‘simple fact’ is not a fact at all.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser

Eight,

I had terrible and excessive wind throughout my body during the night. I hadn’t eaten or drank anything unusual. The wind was continuous and filled my whole body. It has now stopped.

Went to church this morning as usual (I am a church organist) but I realized that it ‘isn’t me’ anymore. It doesn’t feel right. It feels more like the rote learning of school times tables than anything spiritual. I used to be so enthusiastic about playing the organ but now I couldn’t care less about it. I don’t regard it as a musical instrument anymore. But I do enjoy playing medieval harp. I have only been playing for six months and I have really took to it.

You know, my life is really weird. The ‘real’ Tannhauser also plays the harp! I only discovered this a few weeks ago. I am going through some scary sh*t. Last March I was utterly convinced I was Neptune. (The god, not the planet.) I had an experience and there were just too many coincidences. I had tapped into a ‘magic’, a strange consciousness. It started with 1111.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser

Thanks for your input Eight. I did do some research at the time only to come up with even more coincidences. Here is what I wrote in an online forum at the time (March 2016):

“I think I am an incarnation of Neptune because of the impossible coincidences I have seen in the past week. I am either the god Neptune or I come from the planet Neptune (I don’t know which is worse!)

Here are the ‘coincidences’:

Neptune is the ‘esoteric ruler’ of Cancer. I am a Cancerian.
Neptune is associated with the ash tree. This month [Mar 2016] is known as the Celtic Ash Tree month.
Neptune is associated primarily with the colour blue, but also white. My favourite colour is blue. Most of my favourite clothes tend to be blue.
Neptune is associated with fish and the sea. The star sign we are currently in [Mar 2016] is Pisces.
Neptune has a trident. So do I. I made it myself out of iron 30 years ago.

I have come to understand something about Sea Kings such as myself. It is a spiritual and cosmological thing in one aspect, and evolutionary progress on the other. Look at Dagon. Look what he symbolises: half man, half fish. In other words, our evolution from fish to man. The fleur-de-lis* on his head symbolises his enlightenment and his return to the celestial realms (our true home). Dagon reached the highest point in human evolution, and in doing so he recognised his true status as a god which he had forgotten about in the primordial slime. You are all gods and goddesses, you just need to wake up and remember who you are (there will be clues around you in your life which you have subconsciously put there to help you remember).”

But it got even weirder than that. I had placed the trident (a large long-handled three-pronged toasting fork) behind a pair of bellows against the wall. It was hidden from view. When I saw it again, the trident had moved back into full view. No one had touched it.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser

• This reply was modified 7 years, 9 months ago by Tannhauser.

I can see that you are beginning to think I am insane.

Look, I DIDN’T WANT THIS!!! I want an ordinary, normal life like everyone else. But instead, I get this weird stuff.

This morning I had diarrhoea again and have got a dull headache in the centre of my forehead again. On Wednesday an incredible set of ‘coincidences’ pointed to St David of Wales. I don’t know why it’s happening, but if you think I’m nuts then please feel free to stop corresponding with me. Join Anita and the rest of the scoffers.

I am not ashamed to say that I cried today. The world I knew has vanished. It wasn’t a perfect world, but I understood it and could cope with it. I was also able to sleep peacefully and wake up feeling refreshed the next day. This doesn’t happen anymore. Instead, what happens is that the Universe or God or Aliens sends energy into my room at night. I know its coming because it has an effect on my computer speakers. (They making a clicking sound even though they are switched off at the wall socket.) Then the energy enters my head. Sometimes it just goes right into me, whilst at other times it feels like something is being placed on my head. (I don’t know what this energy is doing or what it’s for, because my chronic illness hasn’t got better). I have had a lot of strange dreams, including spaceships and a War of the Worlds scenario. (I am not into sci-fi). The latter involved a naval gun firing over a defensive wall at large machines, and I was intrigued to find out that the same scenario is played out in H.G Wells’ book, which I have never read. WoTW and the Bible seem to corroborate each other (giants coming out of the ground, ‘harm nothing green’ etc.) and has led me to speculate that a ‘Martian invasion’ could be a way of preserving the Earth in the future by thinning out the human population. Obviously, I am sure you are aware that God created the Earth, and that other dimensions exist, so it stands to reason that God would have some sort of insurance policy in place should we ever seriously endanger the Earth and put it at grave risk. It’s a poser.

Best wishes,
Tannhauser