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ConfusedParticipantNow that i think of her/us, it kinda feels like it’s a “strange situation” to me, like i don’t even know her. Maybe that’s the DP/DR at play that the doctor was talking about?
ConfusedParticipantHello anita
I think it could very well be the A and D and maybe F? Idk about the last one though..
I take some Omega 3 supplements almost daily but i see no difference 🙁
ConfusedParticipantHaha u gotta be more careful now!
I think i am kind/loving, as much as i can be, but now i feel like something is lacking from within me and idk what it is..
What are u thinking?
Yeah i feel bad but what do i feel bad for? The NRE (new relationship energy) or the person itself? Maybe i do have feelings but i miss the infatuation?
He seemed like he knew his things when he was talking to me because he described many things about me that i didn’t tell him.
I am still confused 🙁
ConfusedParticipantHey anita
Yeah i don’t like how numb it makes me so i stopped taking it..should i tell the doctor? idk
Same goes for you, anita, you seem like a really nice person, always willing to help.. I am looking forward to that too, thank you 🙂
Oh is it possible that you report your own posts by accident on your phone? Maybe that’s the case..
Today we texted with the girl and she said she is getting disappointed by this situation between us and perhaps it would be best if we end it because it affects her aswell. I told her i completely understand but i can’t let her go, can’t give her the “before” (pre-confusion) part either. She said she will think about things and we’ll talk again. Today i feel a deep void in my chest-throat and the thought of her makes me cry so much. What is happening with me? The thought of me letting her go feels very bad like i’m gonna lose “my person” but i can’t give her what she deserves either, it’s very difficult 🙁
ConfusedParticipantHe referred to me thinking obsessively about the situation as “psychotic/delirium thoughts” rather than ocd.
Idk i don’t trust that a med that’s making me more numb is gonna help me feeling again.
Haha i am looking forward to that day too! And then my story and your replies will hopefully help others that come across it 🙂
ConfusedParticipantYeah i started online with 2 different people.
No i am still seeing her because i feel she might know some things, but the doctor said otherwise so idk really, im more confused now haha
I will stop the meds though, it numbs me even more and i dont have the psychotic thoughts anymore.I have no routine, wake up, do some things in the house maybe, meet with friends, work, home again.
ConfusedParticipantI have been through 4 to this point, i really need to stop spending money like that haha
ConfusedParticipantI thought u had admin rights in this page.
I am numb, zero feelings, not even sadness.. i think it’s the meds because they say it numbs you. I really dont like it and i told the doctor about it but he said that i have to take it for a while and the symptoms will subside.
ConfusedParticipantI have never done that, not even by mistake. It must be someone else.
ConfusedParticipantI saw it and i dont know why it’s happening, i never got to see your posts.
ConfusedParticipantWhat do you mean?
ConfusedParticipantThis is what i’ve read too, now im trying to accept it since there is nothing else i can do but i really hope for it..
ConfusedParticipantI miss the love and the excitement, the ability to feel and bond deeply 🙁
ConfusedParticipantYeah but idk if they are running now.. I guess they are because i cant stop thinking about the situation?
Maybe, i have to try this and see where it leads, but i think maybe i need something else to wake my feelings up.He mentioned things that i experienced (also when i was a child) like he knew what i was talking about.
I am not very optimistic with my situation but we’ll see. Thank you very much 🙂
ConfusedParticipantYes he told me that those could be the early stages and it’s good that i noticed it now because it can become worse. He did ask me if i feel anxiety but i can’t feel even that.
He did say that this helps calm the thoughts and my mind that was running 24/7.
Yeah it was a promise, maybe he has seen it in the past because he is like 50+ years old and he seemed to be very confident about what he was telling me.
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