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And no I’m not afraid of IRL. I had IRL and I enjoyed it quite a lot
SereneWolfParticipantShe’s mostly complaining that I’m being hard on her. Even though I’m trying to take this patiently.
So what now I shouldn’t have some ground values of my own?SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita:
So, my previous LDR lasted more than 3 years. Really tested my patience. haven’t met in person. and not even video called once (funny I know) I felt like I wasted so much time and for what?
I’m an Aries-INFJ so I’m someone who prefers action yet still I waited that much long…and it took me more than a year to heal from thatNow this LDR, it’s been only two months. We didn’t meet in person Yet. She’s nice and mature but she is somewhat an anxious person. like whatever I suggest she be like it’s easy to tell, hard to do. even though I tried being patience she’s just doesn’t want to get out of her comfort zone. She didn’t even tell her parents about her moving plans or that she wants to study in Europe. I’m like when you planning to tell them.
It’s me I’m impatience and I’m kind of scared too because I don’t want to waste my time and emotionsSereneWolfParticipantDear Anita:
Hope you’re having a good weekendSo, I’m thinking about stepping back from my LDR that I talked to you about. Because I’m constantly thinking why I should have to wait for something which have less chances and top of that suffer from intimacy and impatience instead of just have a good time with someone who’s near me?
I also ask myself is would worth the wait? and I’m in my head I’m like not really there’s lot of unexplored adventuress people that I haven’t met yet then who knows?
At the moment I’m not desperate for love either. I’m just focused more on different areas of my lifeHowever, I’m hesitating to tell her (We already not talking for 3 days – Because I said “From your side there should be some efforts to remove the distance”) Maybe stepping back and rethink this as friends is better idea?
SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita!
Good morning to you 🌞
Hope you’re doing wellI understood that clearly. Thanks for such a simple and clear wisdom. I highly appreciate it.
Have a good day and don’t forget to smile :))SereneWolfParticipantHaha, I like that you challenge my way of thinking but yeah you do have a good point!
SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita:
Diverse? Yeah I took lot responsibilities in single roles so yeah, I guess so. Impressive?? idk because I guess others could’ve done the same
SereneWolfParticipantOh okay I also think I maybe doubting on my abilities even though I am good at that?
SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita:
Let me give you some examples:
Today in my interview Recruiter told me I’m really calm and friendly person (Somehow, I was able to accept this compliment – because I started to believe that long ago?)
But, When he said you have quite diverse and impressive work experience (I was like ooohkkyy)I don’t think that’s just to be polite is it?
Also, when some gives me any physical compliment, I can’t accept without doubting or questioning myself. Although while another part of my brain thinking like does this really matter? NOPE. most of the time
SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita 🙂
How are you doing today?What do you think what’s actually happening when I’m not able to accept good compliments? It’s more like Meh for me
SereneWolfParticipantDear Anita,
Well how silly of me I didn’t even knew the 2nd page is created, just today I noticed 😂
How are you doing? Good plans for the weekend? Things that you love during your weekends?About that yes! I do have that critical negative voice. but I’d say it’s dynamic because there is voice which makes me relax and resilient about things as well. As a child I’ve been like that who Always listened to my parents and Grandparents and someone who is not very demanding. I’ve sacrificed for lot of things and never asked for it. Although somehow, I knew it wouldn’t help me fulfil my emotional needs.
But don’t you think I striving for being better is a good thing? Now I do kind of feel that I’m good enough (Not sure though) But I do like to make myself better than the last day
So that’s why “child gets anxious and feels overwhelmed by being rushed this way” Interesting….PS Have a great weekend ahead
Addy
SereneWolfParticipantAlso Another thing,
Today I was talking to my friend, and I started to realize how much potential I have???
I have so many skills, Endless possibilities and there so much I can do! Then why I’m not able to maintain that energy of being enough? or idk deserving? I don’t have any idea how to explainSereneWolfParticipantBom Dia Anita,
Sorry but calling dear all the time? Naah better to have the good variations. If that’s okayAddy-the-boy emotions? and without critical thinking? Oh boy that’s hard I’m mostly very critical of myself and sometimes I also put that pressure to being better on my girlfriend as well eg. For eating, and sleeping healthy by being strict with her (LDR and time difference so you know)
Lately I did notice that patterned that I should just focus on my improvement and not tell others what to do.. They’re mature enough they know.. but I don’t know, I like to see my close ones achieving better things and most importantly being Healthy.
So I feel like sometimes I force them to be better which isn’t good.Yet there’s also the thing, like I’m not consistent in some areas then who am I tell them?
SereneWolfParticipantCoucou Anita:
First of I’m impressed with how much depth you go for. You’re very insightful
But don’t worry I’m not uncomfortable with addressing Dear(2) Very Important thing you pointed out that I didn’t knew before. I do accept sometimes I talk very energetic and optimistic way but you’re right it’s not everyone’s cup of tea. Point taken
When replying to a person’s message/ communicating with a person, pay attention to their style and somewhat adjust your outgoingness and optimism to theirs.
NOTEDWell why not?
I think you’re very mature and insightful person and I can learn lot from you as well
So I’m ready for that if you don’t have problem with thatSereneWolfParticipantDear Anita!
I’m glad your weekend was fine.
First of all, thanks a lot for detailed reply I appreciate it 🙂Yes I’m actually working on soft skills by meeting with different type of Analysts and Managers and they did give me good feedback. All of them told me they like my mix of calming nature with leadership skills (Maybe that’s how INFJs like me? idk)
and yes of course your feedback is welcome. I’d appreciate thatSomething to remember for me,
have humility and compassion for yourself (and for others) for feeling intimidated by others’ talent and success.focus on the progress you make every day, and build on that progress the next day.
About the CEN and the self confidence
I do agree with you. Now it’s just time to heal and making it better
What are the best ways or practices for that in your opinion? -
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