I wanted to share one more thought…

I want to be compassionate and respectful to you, so I won’t drag you into my own problems over and over again. But that doesn’t mean I don’t want to connect with you… I just believe that oversharing doesn’t connect us, but rather the opposite… I can’t quite put it into the right words now… I don’t want to burden you with my own problems – I take responsibility for them. I know I have to deal with myself and my own emotions on my own. I don’t want to drag you into it and drain you, hurt you… again and again… That’s why I have to solve it on my own… and kind of isolate myself a bit. But I do cherish your presence…

Does it make sense to you? I cannot put my thoughts into words very well.

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Hello Anita, I am talking to everyone on this forum, including If you need to ask or process something very sensitive, you can write to me silvery8blue@gmail.com

It is invitation for anyone who wants to speak to me.

I don’t want to put anyone under more stress in public. People here deserve peace, compassion and respect.

I do believe you have a lot of controlling habits, but I feel that you are not still open and ready to accept it. And thus I will not discuss it publicly with respect to others, because it could create more stress to all members here and it is not fair to them.

You can write to me on my email.

With all respect and compassion, Anita. 🙏

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Anita

It is a sensitive topic. I would like to discuss it by email privately: silvery8blue@gmail.com

It is the most compassionate and respectful way with regard to everyone – you, me and other members here.

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Yes, it does. Thank you. 🪷

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Hello everyone,

I would like to share my feelings with you. ❤️

I decided that I would become less active here… and the one and only reason is that I need to get to know myself deeper. I know that I can connect with myself only when I am offline… in wild places where I feel connected, mindful, stable… Therefore, I will distance myself a bit.

But remember it is only because I am working on being a better person… in order to become a better friend for you all. ❤️

And one more thing:

FRESH BEGINNING
Of course we have made mistakes. Of course we have not been very skillful. Of course we have made ourselves and the people around us suffer. But that does not prevent us from improving, from transforming, from beginning anew. To begin anew is to look deeply and honestly at ourselves, our past actions, speech, and thoughts, and to create a fresh beginning within ourselves and in our relationships with others. The Buddha said that if you have not suffered, there is no way you can learn. We learn by making mistakes. We can begin anew at the last moment of the day and even at the last moment of our life. In one day, in twenty-four hours, you have hundreds of chances to begin anew.

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