I only say that because like you said…”even though you didn’t and don’t see her as often as you’d like (not even close)”.  Also like I text her to call me or text me in a day or 2 and we can set something up but I ended up having to text her last night or once again nothing would get done. It’s boring doing all the effort, so i’m no longer going to put in the effort.

To be honest, not sure if she will pay me back fully. On the way through the trail just before she said how huge what I did was for her she wanted to ask me if she can give me a big chunk and forget about the rest because she has a lot of things going on so I said sure. Later on she was mentioning some day down the line saying something about paying me but not sure what she meant and was saying she does not want money to get between the 2 of us, told her when I left “we are square now”. She was also saying how her mother and sister really wanted to help her out but they could not afford it. I really don’t have an urge to message her, call her, hang out with her since we hung out. It’s just…meh. It was a good time together but it was just ok. Nothing like that summer, not really thinking about it this week.

BTW…just started messaging a girl on tinder I hit “super like” to, she liked me back and she was telling me she would love to go up the mountain I go to (the one me and the lady this thread is about went to yesterday) a few days a week, so offered her to join me tomorrow but she’s busy and is free next week. Got a girl on POF that’s talking to me, should ask her to hang out, and a customer at my work been meaning to ask out, pretty sure she’s really into me. Always wants to hug me, met my pops and joked if he wondered if we were boyfriend and girlfriend and joked back he was and we were. So at least I got these other girls and I am not just going for the 1 that’s only into me as an acquantance. I say acquantance because we barely hang out and she never calls and takes forever to text me although I see her on her phone and she responds fast to others when we were hanging out and it makes a loud dinging noise.

Ok creepy…I have not seen this woman for years and she shows up at my work and remembers me (used to work together, she also used to work at my current work), we said hello and stuff and she’s drop dead gorgeous, just saw her and read her POF profile. What are the odds? Did not message her, that would be creepy IMO. What are the chances?

also one of the bumble girls that I really dug her and we messaged for hours before she unmatched me, just saw her on POF lmao.

That woman said her motorbike was not insured so I would win and loser will have to recieve a back massage, obviously I had to accept. 😉 But then she stopped messaging me back. If I had my bike license and a bike and hers was insured we could go on long bike rides together instead of a date. Something more creative and I would try and get bike helmets with mics so we could talk, those moto vlogs have them.

What are the chances meaning I saw her on POF just hours after talking to her at my work.

Been talking with another 2, 1 is wheelchair stuck because of a lot of issues, the other is another American woman. We will unite our 2 countries together and rule the world together but I told her we need money so our first thing would be a kick starter campaign. Now she thinks I am just too hilarious.

All this messaging back and fourth with women has been really exhausting though. I also don’t really know what to do after the initial first day so normally that’s the end of that. Or if they don’t respond I think they are done with me so I don’t message again.  Or if it’s all 1 or 2 words and see a trend of this happening I see they aren’t into what I am saying, so I stop messaging. I peak too early? I’d like to have a love relationship one day, just need to get out of the woman this thread is about and have fun with many others. But I really need to work on myself before I can do that.

I’ll message back sometime next week.

The american woman I posted our convo has ghosted me, one of the ones I was going to meet with the no libido ended things because I am  working and wont be able to hang out also she was looking to go halfers for a cheap bed and breakfast room, the other one ghosted me (both just looking for friends too). I’m done with these online women, they are just straight up messed up. I’m just going to work on myself and maybe one day i’ll try again when I am in shape, got my license (so I can drive whatever miles to them), my social skills, maybe try meetup.com if I want friends because POF/Tinder are full of people I rather not be around. Lone wolf life for a while. No wonder online dating gets shit on lmao! Meet people in person is by far the better way anyway.