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    Hi Hella,

    You’re getting a lot of solid advice on this thread; I’m not sure I can add anything of substance to it all. One thing I’ll say is I feel I may know this type of guy. He’s charming, probably well liked by everyone, knows people in every social circle in the community, you know, like when he walks into Starbucks he’ll see at least 3 people who are genuinely happy to see him. Maybe he’s very good looking, has no trouble attracting women, and is the life of the party…the John Kennedy Jr type? If so, then just by knowing this guy a person’s social status is elevated, so yes, he’s able to set a narrative and no one’s going to challenge him on it, and I’m thinking you’re not the first woman he’s been with who finds herself in this situation. I like Anita’s input that what you shared with this guy may have meant more to you than it did him, and the way to achieve calmness is to no longer hope that he’ll come to his senses and come back to you. I think I may understand how difficult both may be for you. Hang in there, Hella.

    B

    Brandy
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    Hi Hella,

    Well, to me, silencing someone by not acknowledging their emotions or reactions to what they do, i.e ghosting and gaslighting them, are ways to create a narrative as well. Silencing someone’s feelings gives you power over a narrative….I guess I wish someone else had the guts to stand up to him and support me instead of silently supporting him.

    I agree with what you’re saying about narratives and I think I understand how you feel. This guy has a strong presence in this particular group (you say he owns it) so it’s no surprise that no one will stand up to him and support you. This is one of life’s tough lessons. Many (maybe most?) people won’t risk their positions in social circles in order to support those who may be on their way out. They’ll overlook what’s really happening in order to remain in good standing and not make waves. It’s terribly unfair and painful but it’s a very valuable thing to know.

    I may be wrong but I don’t believe that sharing your feelings/frustrations with any of the members of this group will help your situation. I think it will only make things worse for you. It’s time to make a new set of friends and gradually walk away from this group. I’d continue to be pleasant to those who contact me, wouldn’t make my departure a big deal; I’d simply gradually stop showing up at things, as painful as it may be for you. I’d then work real hard at healing myself through acceptance, mindfulness, meditation, and by surrounding myself with people who sincerely care about me.

    B

    in reply to: very confused-new girlfriend, ex-girlfrend. Help me please #278597
    Brandy
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    Hi John,

    Take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, and know that you are okay. You are in no danger. You are totally safe regardless of these thoughts and feelings. They will eventually pass on their own without any effort from you.

    B

    in reply to: very confused-new girlfriend, ex-girlfrend. Help me please #278065
    Brandy
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    Hi John,

    You explained that very well. Thank you.

    The feeling you get when you think of your ex or see a text message from her is very strong indeed. So strong that it clouds your good judgement, and I’ve learned from this thread that your judgment is very good. You pay attention. You see things. Even in your last post you refer to her as a “bitch”, but her character doesn’t seem to be a big factor for you. You love her unconditionally, that is, without conditions. I love my husband very much too but I don’t love him unconditionally. There are conditions that need to be met for our relationship to work. Honesty, fidelity, mutual respect, and transparency are a few.

    I still think you’re making great progress! You’re still thinking about her fewer days than you used to, right? So this past week has been especially tough with you thinking about her more than you have in recent weeks….so what!  I think next week will be better.

    Keep moving forward! 🙂

    Have a nice weekend.

    B

    in reply to: very confused-new girlfriend, ex-girlfrend. Help me please #277773
    Brandy
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    Hi John,

    I wish you’d reread your posts on this thread from the past two months. You had it all figured out, that is, what motivates your ex to act the way she does. You saw her in a different light, remember? She’s controlling, doesn’t want you to be happy, etc. I also think she called you a “dumbass” at some point. Are you forgetting all these things? This is where you really need to look at yourself and understand why you’re still thinking romantically about a woman who called you a dumbass. There are some things you just can’t overlook. Don’t overlook this! You say “I still get that good feeling when she would text me”. Explain how you get a good feeling when you receive a text message from someone who thinks you’re a dumbass because I can’t understand this.

    I know I’m being tough on you but I also know you need to hear this and that you can handle it. 🙂

    B

    in reply to: Feeling Suicidal #277665
    Brandy
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    Love right back to you, Alex! I’m so happy to read your post!

    B

    in reply to: very confused-new girlfriend, ex-girlfrend. Help me please #277613
    Brandy
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    Hi John,

    You say “Today is a tough one. Don’t have much days like this anymore but damn.” So yesterday was a tough day for you. You couldn’t get your mind off your ex. But most days aren’t like that for you anymore. This means you’re making progress! It doesn’t happen overnight, as you know. It takes time. You’re now having fewer days where you can’t get your mind off her! Valora said it perfectly: “…just know you’ll likely feel better tomorrow or once you get your mind off of it.” Become aware of the negative thoughts that pop into your head. They’re just thoughts. Don’t engage them; just let them pass. Let them go.

    You’re doing so well! I’m serious, you really are doing so much better than when you started this thread. You should be very proud of your progress. I am! Keep moving forward.

    B

    in reply to: Affair which has left us and his family broken #277239
    Brandy
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    Hi Maggie,

    Some people reach a point in their lives where things are so unbearable that they’re forced to make big changes. Maybe this is where you are. Your life has been difficult for a long time — sneaking around, feeling guilty, it’s no way to live. Why not make a decision today to simplify your life, to make it better? This man is married and has 3 young kids. He’s not available. You’ve made a big mistake, but we’re all fallible and it’s not too late to make things right again. Apologize to his wife then stay away from this family and get yourself back on track. No more sneaking around. No more guilt. Be the person you want to be.

    This guy’s a cheater. He’ll cheat on you too.

    B

    in reply to: I feel like i ruined my girlfriends life #276925
    Brandy
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    Hi John,

    I’m wondering if this girl came into your life when you were especially sad, lost, lonely, and needy, and that all those feelings made you desperate to have her move in with you so you’d have someone with you 24/7 to help take away your pain. So although she knew she was giving up a great living situation to move in with you, the promises you made to her back then convinced her to do it anyway. Both of you believed back then that there was a bright future ahead of you together. You now know that it’s not meant to be, now realizing your mistake, and you feel guilty about what you need to do to fix this mistake.

    I could be totally wrong but if this is what happened I understand completely how you feel. This happens all the time. Couples move in together, give up nice homes to build one together thinking it’s going to work out fine, but it doesn’t much of the time. Your mistake was making a life-changing decision that affects you, your kids, your gf, and her kids, all when you were struggling emotionally, not thinking clearly. People do this all the time. It doesn’t make you a bad person.

    B

    in reply to: Are some things just unforgivable? #274777
    Brandy
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    Hi Ann,

    I’m with anita and Mark. Don’t try to get this guy’s side of the story. Remove yourself from this unsafe situation.

    B

    in reply to: What should I do in this situation? #273865
    Brandy
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    Hi dreaming715,

    This is how it is in my house too only it also involves my sons (1 in college, 1 in high school). They are obsessed with the NBA. (My husband is mostly obsessed with hockey and college basketball/football.) Not only do my sons know every stat on every player on our local NBA team, but they also know stats for most of the players on ALL the teams. They can talk to each other for hours debating what a particular trade will mean for the two teams involved. During basketball season, everything revolves around basketball. If we go out to eat, we go to a restaurant that will be showing the game they want to watch.

    I know this is different from your situation as my husband isn’t quite as obsessed with the NBA as my sons (he used to be when he was younger), but don’t get me wrong, he’s obsessed with his teams too!

    I see this situation differently than you do. I’m happy with it. It brings the guys in my family so much joy. It’s their passion.

    So here’s my advice: Learn everything you can about the Bucks. Learn personal things about each player like which ones are married, have kids, if/where they went to college, what were their childhoods like, etc. There’s a show on TV called “Before the Bigs” which is a documentary that profiles professional athletes, tells their life story before they entered the NBA, NFL, MLB, etc. This show is amazing — it turned me into an NBA fan! Google it. Watch it and the games with your fiancé. Share his passion with him. This is what I did and now the guys in my family actually ask me my opinion on a certain trades, etc. I’m an active participant now, not a frustrated bystander. And the funny thing is I now look forward to the games and the conversation. I’m interested. I want to see what happens.

    I think sports is a healthy obsession, so much healthier than so many other things.

    B

    in reply to: Family Issues #271689
    Brandy
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    Hi Ron,

    If things get even uglier, can your dad force you to sell your shares back to the company?

    Would selling your shares back to your dad/siblings even be possible and a good option for you both economically and emotionally?

    Is there an option to hang on to your shares but not work for the business any longer?… although I’m not sure I’d want that option given what’s happening there. I mean, it seems to me that without you the management is more interested in their personal interests rather than the interests of the business.

    I feel your frustration.

    B

    in reply to: I don’t know where my life is headed #271055
    Brandy
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    Fair enough, Ramsey. We do need to agree to disagree because I will always lean toward capitalism and away from socialism, but I am hoping that others who have opinions that are more congruent to yours will share them with you here on your thread.

    I’m impressed with you, Ramsey. You’re a much deeper thinker than I was when I had recently graduated from college. I like that you and I can espouse opposing political philosophies and still treat each other with respect.

    Happy new year!

    B

    in reply to: I don’t know where my life is headed #270843
    Brandy
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    Hey Ramsey,

    I agree that if someone steals in order to survive he shouldn’t be required to do jail time, and I agree that it’s tragic when a person is evicted from his home because he’s unable to pay his mortgage.

    You know someone who was jailed for not paying medical bills? Not paying medical bills can result in lower credit scores but jail time I haven’t heard of yet.

    You know of a fire department that allowed homes to burn down because the homeowners didn’t pay them? In the US firefighters are paid by state, local and sometimes federal governments I believe, not directly by homeowners so I don’t get this.

    Each company has its own culture. Yes, you are right, some are concerned with only the bottom line, but what you may not know is that others want very much to keep their employees happy. I wish that in all your observations, reading, or wherever you’re getting your info you’d come across this. You have strong opinions about how companies work which is totally fine by me except that you haven’t actually worked for a company yet.

    Earlier on this thread you said I want my time to be under MY control and nobody else’s. I also don’t want money. I just want to be able to craft my own life, and live it by my own terms. No IRS, no bills, no loans, NO EFFING BOSSES, nobody from the outside world there to bother me, nothing. I just want peace. But in the human world, peace is nonexistent and unattainable because we believe in a world where things HAVE to get done; I don’t.

    I respect your opinion very much but I also disagree with it very much. I believe that in the human world peace DOES exist and IS attainable but also that things DO need to get done. Let’s just agree to disagree on this. 🙂

    B

    in reply to: I don’t know where my life is headed #270777
    Brandy
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    Hi Ramsey,

    I understand that you’re not interested in how only one person can improve his/her own work life; you’re more interested in the big picture. I only shared that with you because I wanted you to know that the career that’s ahead of you doesn’t have to be torture. It can be rewarding. It can be great.

    Yes, the picking of vegetables and hunting for food for survival sounds pretty peaceful, I agree. Say we lived in a society like that and you became an expert fly fisherman, ate delicious fresh fish you caught every day but you had no idea how to build shelter for yourself. Say a neighbor who lived an acre away became an expert builder but didn’t know how to fly fish effectively. What would you do? Would you consider fishing overtime in order to provide plenty of fresh fish for him and his family while he built you a nice home? Or would you continue to live in your cold tent because you are dead-set against having to sell your time and labor in order to survive? You might say oh he can teach me how to build and I can teach him how to fish. We can cooperate with each other. Maybe he’ll agree to do that; maybe he won’t. I think that in a society like this people will inevitably develop skills that will become valuable to others who are willing to “pay” for them. You may say but I have a choice in the matter. I can fish overtime for this guy or I can decide not to and stay in my tent. What if you have another neighbor who doesn’t have that choice? Say he’s physically unable to build or fish but knows everything there is to know about calculus, astronomy, and physics and has written books about each subject. What would you do then? Would you provide fish to him for free, trade fish for his knowledge, or let him starve? You may say no, no, no, this isn’t what I’m saying. I’m saying that in today’s world we shouldn’t have to be concerned with survival. What does that mean? Does that mean the government provides each of us with shelter? How does that look exactly? Apartments for everyone or does everyone get a house on an acre of land? And who builds these structures? And then there’s the question of how to keep someone from breaking into your home and stealing all of the fresh fish that you caught for yourself. Who is going to protect you and your family? Whoever does it will want to get paid for it, maybe in fish.

    I realize this may be a ridiculous example. I know what you’re saying. There’s massive greed and unfairness in the world. I agree completely. But getting a job and working hard doesn’t mean you have to buy into the b.s. You don’t have to compromise your character and integrity in order to be successful. And it’s possible to be content, happy and fulfilled within this current system. Don’t believe everything you read about what it’s like in the workforce. Decide what you want, the person you want to be. What do you want? What’s exactly is your utopia?

    If you became the CEO of Nike you wouldn’t have to use your money to exploit people. Who says you have to do that? You wouldn’t have to be that a-hole. You could use your money to make big changes in the world. Positive changes that affect a lot of people positively.

    B

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