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  • #301051

    anita
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    Dear Cali Chica:

    Here is the full throttle (from yesterday, on the other thread): “I could be manically cleaning like a tornado and it’s pristine”, and here is the no throttle: “Or the place has things strewn everywhere”.

    “So I found myself feeling annoyed and irritated with him. I felt like he was a pest who was going to come knock on my door and say you need to do this and this and this (he doesn’t ever do this I am just explaining how I felt)”-

    – well who did do that, knocking on your door and telling you to do this and this and this?

    anita

    #301053

    Cali Chica
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    Dear Anita,

    okay I will do this, I have started to – and will continue to. I will also report back on this activity/process.

    Lets resume the exercise/I am in fact feeling very in touch with innate CC today.  I was thinking about the exercise, and all of a sudden I look up on the NYC subway this morning and see a friend from high school!!
    A girl I spent hours and hours with studying. A girl who was a huge part of high school. Of all.times and people at that second in one of the busiest times and cities in the world
    And yes the universe showed me little CC and said yes. Be gentle with yourself little girl. See your young self

    You still need to nurture her. The girl from high school the growing girl. Tell the critics to shut up. Tell your inner self you are fine. Your are just fine.

    And I just smiled. Normal CC would say hello to her. But I felt calm and centered and I knew there was no need to. I had my sunglasses on, and I was just me, in my own element, unnoticed. I noticed her and listened to the universe. And that’s it.

    to answer your question: well who did do that, knocking on your door and telling you to do this and this and this?

    the person who did this is: SCC

    • This reply was modified 2 months, 3 weeks ago by  Cali Chica.
    #301057

    anita
    Participant

    Dear Cali Chica:

    I am having a visual of you in the subway with sun glasses on.

    “Who did do that”- who outside yourself, your mother, no? She never let you just sit, you wrote with great emotion before, during our exercise, do you want to start there? Why don’t you start with what is there closest to your awareness now?

    anita

    #301059

    Cali Chica
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    Dear Anita,

    sometimes I watch Tv at home, and then my mom says – god you watched TV all day. go and do something, no kids wake up on a saturday and just sit in front of the TV

    #301061

    anita
    Participant

    -Is it true that no kids wake upon Saturday and just sit in front of the TV?

    anita

    #301063

    Cali Chica
    Participant

    dear Anita,

    no – a lot of my friends always watch tv for hours – they sometimes sit on the couch the whole day and watch all the episodes at one time

    #301065

    anita
    Participant

    – Why isn’t Cali Chica allowed to sit in front of the TV, like her friends do?

    anita

    #301067

    Cali Chica
    Participant

    well my mom always has stress about cleaning and no one helps her do anything so she gets mad at us

    #301069

    anita
    Participant

    – and when you tell your mom that you want to help her, she tells you that you will not be doing a good job, that you will make it so that she has more work to do. How does that make you feel?

    anita

    #301071

    Cali Chica
    Participant

    Dear Anita,

    ya she doesn’t let me help her bc she says i am messy and absent minded. and then i think – ya i am – i dont know why i am

    #301073

    anita
    Participant

    – your mom told you that no kids wake up on a Saturday morning and sit in front of the TV. She was wrong, you found out that your friends wake up on a Saturday morning and sit in front of the TV, and for a long time. Maybe your mom is wrong when she says you are messy. Maybe you are not messy.

    anita

    #301077

    Cali Chica
    Participant

    well Anita, a lot of people are messy – but their moms don’t get mad because those moms are messy too.

    my mom isn’t messy – my parents theyre really clean, they are crazy about cleaning, so they get mad about any mess

    i’m not like that

    • This reply was modified 2 months, 3 weeks ago by  Cali Chica.
    #301083

    anita
    Participant

    -They are mad about any mess, your mess. You are mad at them, aren’t you, for being mad at you?

    anita

    • This reply was modified 2 months, 3 weeks ago by  anita.
    #301087

    Cali Chica
    Participant

    ya so annoying!!! sometimes im not even that messy like just some toys – but more they get mad that I am “absent minded” they always say “oh where is her brain!!!”

    #301089

    anita
    Participant

    – “oh where is her brain!”- oh, how rude, how rude they are! Why, where is their brain?

    anita

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