Hi Anita

Thanks for recognising the growth

I loving being petty at times. So when I hear about him having sit through a work issue for 5 hours it makes me giddy. He’s devalued and disrespected some of us who really would have shown up for the team when there’s a mess. It’s also a great lesson for me for the future. The corporate may have a hierarchy but not a human. Our ego makes us believe that and compete over looks, skills. But those are just qualities. Every human has a place

I had a dream last night that was very telling. He says in a meeting oh yes since I’ll be travelling here’s the handoff. I was so unhappy with that. Not that I would miss him
But that he’s getting to take some time off. Like some soap opera villian part of me wishes him misery. It’s so nice to see that in a dream because I’m able to see where I have to let go.

About my mom. I just think that life is trying to beat her down. It’s unfair. I will never understand this disproportionate distribution of misery among humans

Girija