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  • in reply to: Taking a break #434897
    anita
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    Dear Clara: I am preparing a longer post for you, will submit in the next hour or so.

    anita

    anita
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    Dear Seaturtle:

    I do my best to consciously refuse to act a certain way to get some perceived approval from them. I am proud of this“- you are giving yourself credit for behaving congruently with your value of authenticity, not people-pleasing at the expense of your authenticity.

    My mom also has/had these poor-me sessions, demanding I see her… It was in this time I believe my mom used me as an emotional venting place….Then 16 when I moved in with him, is when he began to demand this excessive visibility from me“- at different times, both your parents used you as a source of narcissistic supply  (excessive need for attention and/ or admiration).

    I truly feel bad about your thoughtful message getting left without a response, please forgive me“- you are forgiven.

    Dear wise dolphin-anita, I appreciate and understand the imagery, thank you and please stay swimming close“- thank you and you are welcome (a sea turtle and a dolphin swimming side by side emoji).
    anita
    in reply to: Taking a break #434872
    anita
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    Dear Clara:

    I am the one who is more attached to the relationship… very attached, sometime may be just to the idea of the relationship, sometime it is indeed her. This obsessive feelings have been here since childhood, probably from when I felt out of control when I was young“- maybe it will help if you journal about your attachment to the idea of a relationship, and those obsessive feelings since childhood (?)

    anita

     

    in reply to: Oh! Life you are complicated. #434871
    anita
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    * It is possible that this post will come out messy because I am copied and pasted from an online source. If it does, I will resubmit the following in a clear form.

    Dear anonymous:

    ... I console myself  that everything is the outcome of overthinking… I need to take all my decisions. But this is where I get confused. It seems every decision I take will result negatively and I try to think of all consequences from the decisions I try to make and I get lost. Even a simple decision seems an uphill task for me hence this results in serious procrastination“- when one is lost in overthinking, then indeed even a simple decision is an uphill task and procrastination is the result.

    From very well mind/ how to know when you are overthinking: “Overthinking can be a hard habit to break…  the longer you think about something, the less time and energy you have to take productive action. Plus, thinking about all the things you could have done differently, second-guessing your decisions, and continuously imagining worst-case scenarios can be exhausting… Overthinking involves thinking about a certain topic or situation excessively and analyzing it for long periods of time. When you overthink, you have a hard time getting your mind to focus on anything else… Research suggests that overthinking is associated with feelings of depression, anxiety, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)…

    Back to your post: “Whoever I am communicating with at the moment, I try using compassion and empathy and ensure I do not use words that hurts them. In fact in the past, friends who used to come to me for sharing their issues. I listened to them and provided help to the best of my abilities.  I was deeply hurt when I was having issues and looked for them. They were not there“-

    – in line with the last point in  article I quoted from, try using compassion and empathy toward yourself and ensure that you do not use words that hurt you. Listen to yourself and provide help to yourself. Be there  for you.

    I have been smoking heavily since the past 4.5 years. From this morning, I have made goal to reduce it slowly and ultimately quit“- congratulations for making this goal and I wish you success!

    anita

     

    in reply to: Taking a break #434857
    anita
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    You are welcome, Clara. Do stay strong. Regardless of her choice/ her position: you don’t deserve to suffer. Fill yourself with peace of mind and heart, such that she can’t create or destroy.

    anita

     

    in reply to: Taking a break #434855
    anita
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    Dear Clara:

    I am not focused, almost bed time for me, but for now, as to the post you submitted only 4 minutes ago: yes, it is possible that she will break up with you, it is at least a 50- 50 chance, I think. A real possibility.

    Be strong, stay strong. You’ll be okay either way. Be strong if she breaks up with you; be strong if you are back together with her: strong either way.

    anita

     

     

    in reply to: What is some advice for an almost 32-year-old virgin? #434850
    anita
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    Dear Franco: it’s a fine message because it’s authentic and simple, nothing complicated or fancy. I particularly like the second sentence because it’s mysterious, it may make her wonder what exactly you want to tell her.

    anita

    in reply to: What is some advice for an almost 32-year-old virgin? #434843
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    Dear Franco: keep the message short (not too long) and light, yet honest and quite direct..?

    anita

    in reply to: What is some advice for an almost 32-year-old virgin? #434840
    anita
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    Dear Franco: That’s encouraging! Time to send her a message?

    anita

    in reply to: Oh! Life you are complicated. #434838
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    Dear anonymous:

    You are welcome. You shared in your 2nd post that 4-5 years ago, you were “full of life and energy“, and “all of a sudden past events started (to take over your life)” and basically, you were depressed. Recently, you shared about some of your issues with your brother, and as a result of your sharing and his active listening, you felt “good for a few days and then suddenly (you were) back to square 1. All the good vibes that were there were suddenly erased“=you were back to being depressed.

    This is how your depression looks like, taken from your original post 3 months and 4 days ago (April 5): “The pain inside the heart and mind is unbearable… feelings of despair, fear, helplessness, and void… I think I was never programmed to stay happy. I live in constant fear… I see no end to the suffering and pain which I am sure will come in multiple packages. I see life becoming even more toxic (people spitting venom in the social media) and tougher to survive and exist“.

    You asked me (2nd post): “I have started to listen to relaxing music, and this helps a bit. I have started journaling, and it has helped me to let out my emotions. However, there are triggering factors which completely consumes me, brings all the negative emotions and all the effort which I put seems to go in vain and I am back to start. Is this a normal process?“- healing is not a linear process: there’s improvement, then regression (back to feeling badly), then improvement, sometimes great improvement and you think you’re done healing, but.. then feeling badly again, and disappointed: it’s like a zigzag line with ups and downs, while the overall trajectory, over time, is upward if you continue the process in spite of the regressions.

    So, yes, the zigzag nature of healing is normal. But for healing to proceed, you have to expect and accept the regressions as a normal part of the process, to persevere and continue.

    Morning is the worst time and the moment I wake up I am instantly grappled by feeling of despair, fear, helplessness, and void (April 5)…I still get anxiety bouts specially during the morning and wish I was not alive in the morning (July 8)- I think that you’ll need to start and restart the healing process every morning by stating your objectives of your healing. Perhaps you can formulate your objectives and start each day with them in mind.

    It is scary and depressing to feel powerless, no wonder you are anxious and depressed. I see the hope for your healing in changing your attitude from that of personal helplessness to that of personal empowerment, in you believing that you have some (some, not a whole lot) power over what happens in your life.

    (April 5): “My father was concerned about my future and took all my decisions (till his death)“- it is time for you to take all of your decisions, to be powerful in your own life!

    (April 5): “I am not fit for this world. Hatred, deception, and hypocrisy are the qualities to survive in this world and unfortunately, I do not have them. I never imagined surviving in this world would be this harsh. How can we say life is beautiful when all we see, and experience is cruelty and hatred. This place belongs to those who can crush, kill, and bury others while pretending to be civil. There is nothing pure, simple, and pristine. There is no room for soft-hearted, sensitive, shy, and simple people. Having these qualities is an open invitation for exploitation“- it is time for you to do more than to survive a harsh world. Too many people’s place in this world is indeed a place of hatred, deception and hypocrisy (while all of us have to address these within us, not just outside of us), but that doesn’t mean that you need to withdraw from the world. Instead of withdrawing from it, take your rightful place in it.

    There is a saying: Be the change you want to see in the world. Your rightful place in the world, using your words, is to be the pure, simple, and pristine person you wish others were, best you can! Participate in life more, actualize yourself in this world.

    July 8: “It is good to see my child growing, speaking new words and calling me“- there is a concept called a Beginner’s Mind: the willingness to see everything as if for the first time, free of prejudice, judgments, or biases. It’s the way a young child sees everything. A young child is also focused on the present time, nothing to ruminate about: that’s why they are happy and hopeful. Try to see things through your child’s eyes and focus on the present moment.

    Every day, beginning in the morning, shift from despair to hope, bit by bit, in spite of and through expected regressions.

    anita

     

    in reply to: I am really struggling #434827
    anita
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    Dear Vee:

    I am so sorry that your husband sows you no kindness, but coldness and nastiness. Did you start feeling lost and hopeless as a consequence of how he treats you? I assume the marriage was good for a while and then deteriorated..?

    anita

    in reply to: Taking a break #434818
    anita
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    Dear Clara:

    May your emotions (and mine) no longer cloud our logic.

    anita

    in reply to: Taking a break #434816
    anita
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    Dear Clara:

    How to deal with the emotions when I take care of her needs (such as now when she needs space which conflicts with what I want); and how to be mindful of her needs when she takes care of me“- always respect a person’s stated need to have a break from you. Do not try to negotiate with a person who wants a break from you.

    Wait to the end of the break. That’s what was agreed on.

    anita

     

    in reply to: Taking a break #434814
    anita
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    Dear Clara:

    You are welcome. “No doubt I have grown a lot throughout the years… No doubt I have my resilience, been in even tougher situations“- and indeed, you have what it takes to deal well with the current situation.

    Then I remember what Anita said: I needed to think in her shoes… Last night, I decided to hide all her IG stories and also log out of the app“- think about how it is to be in her own shoes, but operate from the position of your own shoes: fair to her and fair to you, not one at the expense of the other.

    anita

    in reply to: Stolen #434810
    anita
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    How are you, Laven?

    anita

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