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    Confused
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    Hey anita

    Indeed, and its very strange because it seems like one goes through something first, then the other one follows, lol.
    Oh yeah i remember us discussing it again in the past.

    She told me it made her day and i make her days better in general. She is indeed but i feel like i can’t appreciate it 🙁
    Today we were joking around and i wouldn’t laugh “a lot” like before and it bothers me, as if i have a judge in my head.

    Well, i hope that’s the case and i don’t have any permanent problems.

    Not from what i know, she doesn’t. Idk if she went on them in the past, never discussed it.

    #459548
    anita
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    Hey 💃 Confused:

    Why a dancing woman emoji? I will explain in a minute.

    “As if I have a judge in my head”- telling you that you didn’t laugh enough.

    Two evenings ago (still daylight, as it does’nt get dark here before 10 pm), I was at a public park, a huge park, where a band was playing danceable 🎶🎵🎶.

    There were maybe 1500 people, adults and children, sitting on lawn chairs in front of and around the stage, and maybe a hundred (all adults) sitting in the limited area, far above the stage where alcohol was sold (toooo expensive, which made me mad), and people were allowed to sit an drink beer or wine.

    Of the 1500 people of so, how many people had that judge in their heads that told them it’d be too embarrassing to dance in front of 1500 people in broad daylight?

    As many as 1497. 3 people eventually danced.

    I wanted to dance but my internal judge told me I ‘ll look ridiculous and people will make fun of me.

    Two expensive plastic cups of red wine, I walked down to the area in front of the band, took my sandals off, and my jeans jacket, and I danced 💃 (no red dress though).

    One woman joined the dancing after that ( total of 5 adults dancing out of 1500, while 1495 people were watching). The girl approached me, looking up to me. For daring to dance so joyfully.

    My point, that internal judge is a party pooper.

    Isn’t he/ she?

    👵💃🐔 Anita

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    anita
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    * A girl…

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