Im glad u like it, i wish u could see the rest of it too 🙂 I bought stickers with bubu and dudu (the bear couple we were relating us to) and stuck some stickers on the letter folders with an accurate description of us in each situation, moments i would like to take care of her (just like how dudu does to bubu), carrying her to bed, tucking her in, told her i hope we can write the rest together one day..

She can become really cold and distant when she wants to detach/defend her feelings tho, but i am worrying she will just let it get returned, not even open it.. let’s hope she does open it, but my friend asked me “what do u expect with that?” Tbh i dont know, i think ultimately to get back together, be better, try again with a different approach maybe? But sometimes i think even if we get back together then what? How do u rebuild through distance? Even tho i was thinking of catching a flight and going there.

Yes, she told me that this is how she is, if she said “its over” or if there are lies/cheating involved, she’s out. She even said “i can’t recognize who u are right now after lying so easily to my face, whatever comes out ur mouth feels like a lie”. Its hard to believe how bad she took it.. 🙁