Hey anita

Hmm, i think most of the times i get that with being defensive, i get emotional too but it starts with defensiveness.

No ofc not, actually marriage doesn’t make any difference to me, like i had said to her in a convo, if i decide to be with u then i am with u marriage or not, we marry if u want only, i am fine with either. And she didn’t like that response, she said “then u compromise”, i said no, comprimising means sacrificing something, which i am not.

Idk anita, i was easily seeing my future with her, i even thought of us working together somewhere to open her own dental office, decorate it and stuff and i liked this idea, i imagined taking her to trips right after work, preparing dinner for her, bringing her flowers and coffee at work, all these stuff i imagined only with her, idk if that counts.

Yeah, i don’t think i was loving the idea, i was slowly falling for her the more i was getting to know her..