Damn i am jealous anita. How was your experience with Major depression? How long did it last? I also remember u took meds.

An hour ago i noticed something my mind does.. I was seeing again a cute bear-couple reel (dudu & bubu) because for some reason i’m a fan in the last 3 days haha, i related her to Bubu (the female one) and i started crying while i was riding the scooter, my mind was “she’s my Bubu” (because that’s how i wanted to treat her before November) but 5 minutes later, a thought came: “She’s not really something special, she’s just a girl that u met for 3 days only IRL, of course it’s not gonna feel good when u’re together”, and i felt this sense of uneasiness and dysphoria, then tried to look at the reel again (the one who got me crying a lot, to check if it would still work) and i felt nothing, it was as if this thought froze my feelings for a while and i think that’s a mechanism or what?